Step Forward

What is wrong is forever wrong.
What is done is done.

I didn't say it's easy to forget and I don't even asked to forget.

JUST LET IT GO SLOWLY.

I've tried it and I made it.
You're scared to step forward because you think you might lost him/her.
But u should realize about your own value.
Be positive.

What if, 'Once I step forward, it's your lost.
Reward yourself.

The more you love yourself, The more you will be loved.
Let go this tiny star because you have a bigger chance to own Bigger stars,more Solid, MUCH BETTER after few steps you've made.


MOVE , MOVE , MOVE!

=)

Talking To The Moon – Bruno Mars | VideokeMan

Talking To The Moon – Bruno Mars | VideokeMan

ALHAMDULILLAH.

i am done with this official diary.
about to giving up on my past.
i'll let it go and start my new one. =)

Daddy, Alhamdulillah he's getting better than before. i was afraid to face my lost.
I love you Daddy I swear to God.

Mum,sometimes it's good to back up my sis but you need to open your eyes and appreciate what i've done . Do not simply talk about my past and those nonsense things like i ain't your daughter. You have two daughters and remember we both will take care of you someday.

Sis, i did everything for you and i hope you can help me in this pity life. I'm counting on you can't you see it?
i'm tired to handle everything and i'm so stressed out. You don't know what i'm facing,with who i'm dealing. Save me from being down,save me from this darkness side on earth.

Boyfie, I was so wrong because i thought you just wanna play around and make me cry.
I'm thankful, i'm grateful. Thanks boyfie. =)

K.O

NOW I LOST EVERYTHING!
ARE YOU HAPPY ???

WTF I HATE YOU.
ONE DAY I'LL LAUGH AT YOUR FACE.
DOTTED.

yeaayyy!!!! FREEDOMMM!

finally, im free from those tiredness.
hehe.. bukan lagi 'student'
waiting for my graduation day.
ohhh.. lega rasanya but actually responsibilities lg berat kat bahu ni.
macam macam jadi.

Dulu, my dad sakit ,i takda lah pandang serious sgt but now, rasa mcm jatuh terduduk.
That's the difference. =)
But in a good way.

Gonna miss my coursemates, lecturers and ' abg abg foodcourt' hehehe.
Now everyday makan tido makan tido kat rumah. Bosannnnn. Grrrr

BUT i have my own achievements for my future. omg!

IBIZA,LONDON,DUBAI... AND PARIS. wait for me =)

PERUBAHAN hidup bekerja.

less fun,
less friends,
less time to chill,
limited time to stay awake.

more rest,
more sleep,
more foods,
more fats,
more KGs.(hate this)

MORE FB!

Perubahan

Perubahan yg sihat sgt bagus utk semua.
tp sayang nya nak tinggal hidup yg lama.
now,aku bekerja. yg lain ke mana pon taktahu.
Aku rindu sgt sgt.
Hidup yg serious sgt memenatkn tp aku suka sbb rasa tanggungjawab.
Aku dah tak boleh jd kakak utk SOULYS lg.
Apa la yg akan jadi nanti.
Hidup aku now sgt boring.
Yg dekat terasa jauh. Yg sepatutnya Sweet dah tak brapa nak sweet sgt.
Buat aku rindu yg lepas-lepas.
Tiap2 hari aku cari salah sendiri.
Nak betulkan apa yg salah ,nak belajar dr yg terlepas..
So that tak jadi bosan sgt.
Tp tak ada siapa nak tolong.
Aku dah tak kuat
and aku tak boleh nak buat semuanya sorang.

tP aku bersyukur masih ada yg igt and masih ada yg nampak aku.

=) Alhamdulillah