People keep changing..

hello guys.. long time I didn't drop any post here... I just wanna share with you guys.. The beginning of relationship will be full of flowers and dreams. Nothing can remain it the same as you get through for a long time in it. People keep changing from time to time and we cannot control them. If we're so special, especially girls, guys will come to us and treat us as we're the Queen and appreciate every single thing. Love ourselves and get our own life as they doing the same thing without think too much about us. Be proud of ourselves. Women , we are not that weak just because we've cried a lot. It's because we're too strong to stay and seek for the truth. Be careful girls. The person you loved the most is the person who made you cried a lot. Make sure it is worth it! ;) XOXO!

If I could turn back time..

I've been there and done that. I used to be happy . I used to be the only one girl that you've adored. I used to be your princess. I used to be treated just like a QUEEN. But, mistakes made us changed. I've tried to work for it, I've tried to make things better. But, there's no respond and what I've got is negative feedback. For you to know and for you to remember: You keep silent, i won't forget your voice. You avoid yourself, i won't let this feeling fade away, You're keeping your ego, i'll wait till you've satisfied, I'm standing, i'll keep myself steady and wait and wait. Do it if that's make you happy, There's nothing much i wanna share... I'm sincerely in love, i did my very best.. but you never listen. <3 S.A

My Baby Girl

9.03pm, 28th December 2011, she's our newborn baby

LAURRA LUTFEA OR LAURRA LUFTEA? not sure either one of it.

She's so white and cute, big eyes just like her auntie hikhik
Can't wait to see her later
OMG im feeling old now


=)The happiest auntie in the world!!! =D

him =)

Adorable, Cute, Naughty, Funny, Lovely, Sweet, CRAZY!

Love you plus and plus, S.A <3

Too Strong for Too Long ;)

I keep falling and i keep climbing up
I keep hating, i keep releasing, i keep forgetting but at the end, i'll keep loving someone.
If I can't stand, i'll sit and stay.
As long as there're feelings between you and me,
no matter what we do, we will make it steady.

Chin up, tell those girls , I am proud to be his Girlfriend.
EVERYDAY WITH HIM IS LIKE A PLUS =)

one day, he'll say -

HE: thanks baby.
ME: welcome boo.

<3

I'm back! =)

hello mellowww!!! it's been a long time i didn't share any news with u guys.

Do you know what's happening in my life?

My life is much better than before but sometimes it's normal to be sad.

IT'S OKAY NOT TOO BE OKAY.
But, don't get yourself lost in the gravity and don't go too far.
LOVE OURSELVES .

I'm with my new hubby now it's already 6 months. hey hey who said that he's just a re-bounce? OF COURSE NO! i ain't playing with hearts.

Girls? they're trying to separate us but i don't think they can make it. THUMBS UP TO THEM FOR TRYING! but it's just wasted.

I'm not gonna be the same again. My dad is O.K now,still in recovery and getting better from day to day.

I don't need a very joyful and fun life! i don't need a lot of money so that everyday i can SHOP till i can't!

BE MODERATE is much better than anything. Now i know how to appreciate more, more into QUALITY time with loved ones.

THAT'S MORE THAN ENOUGH. =)

For my past buddy, they're still the same. I don't whether they realized that we are running out of time to make something good. Am i right,huh?

I FIGHT FOR IT, I'M A FIGHTER. I STANDING STILL, I AM A SURVIVOR. ;)

thanks. LOTsOFLOVE. <3

says.

i know it's a bit strange and too fast to have my new relationship.
but at least i tred to step forward and now im at the front.
maybe not at the top but this is more than enough.

NEW PLACE, NEW LIFESTYLE,NEW FRIENDS,NEW LOVEEEEE!

To find a person who loved us is not that hard but to find who can stay and steady with his glory feelings, NOT EASY!

Yes, im tired of trying and start-over everything in my life from A to the Z.
I have no choice instead of trying. I tried it then i'll get the result. Not that COMPLICATED.

I don't care what peeps gonna say about me.


PLAYER? nahh it's not me. I DON'T CHEAT, IF I'M UNHAPPY, I'LL LEAVE. get it?


We knew how the time flies ahead. Chill, but keep starring and keep changing.


WISH NOTHING BUT THE BEST OF YOU AND MYSELF. JUST, keep in mind , in heart but don't let the past PLAYS aroound your head.


AUUWWWW I LOVE ME.

END.

new life.

im having a good life now.
live with smiles, fulled of LOVE.

no more sadness , just a new adventure to explore to do my best and to catch the rest.

I LOVE YOU MOHD SHAZUAN MOHD AZMI. <3

Dislikeeeeeee!

One thing you should know that I HATE to jog in the morning.

But I love to see the morning sky and sunrise.

Bismillah in the morning and Alhamdulillah at night. :)

souls of MY CHILDHOOD scences .

i love them so much.
we're like sisters since 1997.
Almost 15 years. A Person who i can't forget like forever.
Gonna miss her a lot but for sure im gonna meet her no matter what.
How i Wish our baby were here,Daneea.

<3 <3 <3

Step Forward

What is wrong is forever wrong.
What is done is done.

I didn't say it's easy to forget and I don't even asked to forget.

JUST LET IT GO SLOWLY.

I've tried it and I made it.
You're scared to step forward because you think you might lost him/her.
But u should realize about your own value.
Be positive.

What if, 'Once I step forward, it's your lost.
Reward yourself.

The more you love yourself, The more you will be loved.
Let go this tiny star because you have a bigger chance to own Bigger stars,more Solid, MUCH BETTER after few steps you've made.


MOVE , MOVE , MOVE!

=)

Talking To The Moon – Bruno Mars | VideokeMan

Talking To The Moon – Bruno Mars | VideokeMan

ALHAMDULILLAH.

i am done with this official diary.
about to giving up on my past.
i'll let it go and start my new one. =)

Daddy, Alhamdulillah he's getting better than before. i was afraid to face my lost.
I love you Daddy I swear to God.

Mum,sometimes it's good to back up my sis but you need to open your eyes and appreciate what i've done . Do not simply talk about my past and those nonsense things like i ain't your daughter. You have two daughters and remember we both will take care of you someday.

Sis, i did everything for you and i hope you can help me in this pity life. I'm counting on you can't you see it?
i'm tired to handle everything and i'm so stressed out. You don't know what i'm facing,with who i'm dealing. Save me from being down,save me from this darkness side on earth.

Boyfie, I was so wrong because i thought you just wanna play around and make me cry.
I'm thankful, i'm grateful. Thanks boyfie. =)

K.O

NOW I LOST EVERYTHING!
ARE YOU HAPPY ???

WTF I HATE YOU.
ONE DAY I'LL LAUGH AT YOUR FACE.
DOTTED.

yeaayyy!!!! FREEDOMMM!

finally, im free from those tiredness.
hehe.. bukan lagi 'student'
waiting for my graduation day.
ohhh.. lega rasanya but actually responsibilities lg berat kat bahu ni.
macam macam jadi.

Dulu, my dad sakit ,i takda lah pandang serious sgt but now, rasa mcm jatuh terduduk.
That's the difference. =)
But in a good way.

Gonna miss my coursemates, lecturers and ' abg abg foodcourt' hehehe.
Now everyday makan tido makan tido kat rumah. Bosannnnn. Grrrr

BUT i have my own achievements for my future. omg!

IBIZA,LONDON,DUBAI... AND PARIS. wait for me =)

PERUBAHAN hidup bekerja.

less fun,
less friends,
less time to chill,
limited time to stay awake.

more rest,
more sleep,
more foods,
more fats,
more KGs.(hate this)

MORE FB!

Perubahan

Perubahan yg sihat sgt bagus utk semua.
tp sayang nya nak tinggal hidup yg lama.
now,aku bekerja. yg lain ke mana pon taktahu.
Aku rindu sgt sgt.
Hidup yg serious sgt memenatkn tp aku suka sbb rasa tanggungjawab.
Aku dah tak boleh jd kakak utk SOULYS lg.
Apa la yg akan jadi nanti.
Hidup aku now sgt boring.
Yg dekat terasa jauh. Yg sepatutnya Sweet dah tak brapa nak sweet sgt.
Buat aku rindu yg lepas-lepas.
Tiap2 hari aku cari salah sendiri.
Nak betulkan apa yg salah ,nak belajar dr yg terlepas..
So that tak jadi bosan sgt.
Tp tak ada siapa nak tolong.
Aku dah tak kuat
and aku tak boleh nak buat semuanya sorang.

tP aku bersyukur masih ada yg igt and masih ada yg nampak aku.

=) Alhamdulillah

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