PuRpoSe aNd PaSsiOn. .

My Baby Girl

2011-12-28T21:32:00.001-08:00

9.03pm, 28th December 2011, she's our newborn baby

LAURRA LUTFEA OR LAURRA LUFTEA? not sure either one of it.

She's so white and cute, big eyes just like her auntie hikhik
Can't wait to see her later
OMG im feeling old now

=)The happiest auntie in the world!!! =D

him =)

2011-12-28T15:55:00.000-08:00

Adorable, Cute, Naughty, Funny, Lovely, Sweet, CRAZY!

Love you plus and plus, S.A <3

Too Strong for Too Long ;)

2011-12-28T08:54:00.000-08:00

I keep falling and i keep climbing up
I keep hating, i keep releasing, i keep forgetting but at the end, i'll keep loving someone.
If I can't stand, i'll sit and stay.
As long as there're feelings between you and me,
no matter what we do, we will make it steady.

Chin up, tell those girls , I am proud to be his Girlfriend.
EVERYDAY WITH HIM IS LIKE A PLUS =)

one day, he'll say -

HE: thanks baby.
ME: welcome boo.

<3

I'm back! =)

2011-12-13T17:14:00.000-08:00

hello mellowww!!! it's been a long time i didn't share any news with u guys.

Do you know what's happening in my life?

My life is much better than before but sometimes it's normal to be sad.

IT'S OKAY NOT TOO BE OKAY.
But, don't get yourself lost in the gravity and don't go too far.
LOVE OURSELVES .

I'm with my new hubby now it's already 6 months. hey hey who said that he's just a re-bounce? OF COURSE NO! i ain't playing with hearts.

Girls? they're trying to separate us but i don't think they can make it. THUMBS UP TO THEM FOR TRYING! but it's just wasted.

I'm not gonna be the same again. My dad is O.K now,still in recovery and getting better from day to day.

I don't need a very joyful and fun life! i don't need a lot of money so that everyday i can SHOP till i can't!

BE MODERATE is much better than anything. Now i know how to appreciate more, more into QUALITY time with loved ones.

THAT'S MORE THAN ENOUGH. =)

For my past buddy, they're still the same. I don't whether they realized that we are running out of time to make something good. Am i right,huh?

I FIGHT FOR IT, I'M A FIGHTER. I STANDING STILL, I AM A SURVIVOR. ;)

thanks. LOTsOFLOVE. <3

says.

2011-10-08T17:57:00.001-07:00

i know it's a bit strange and too fast to have my new relationship.
but at least i tred to step forward and now im at the front.
maybe not at the top but this is more than enough.

NEW PLACE, NEW LIFESTYLE,NEW FRIENDS,NEW LOVEEEEE!

To find a person who loved us is not that hard but to find who can stay and steady with his glory feelings, NOT EASY!

Yes, im tired of trying and start-over everything in my life from A to the Z.
I have no choice instead of trying. I tried it then i'll get the result. Not that COMPLICATED.

I don't care what peeps gonna say about me.

PLAYER? nahh it's not me. I DON'T CHEAT, IF I'M UNHAPPY, I'LL LEAVE. get it?

We knew how the time flies ahead. Chill, but keep starring and keep changing.

WISH NOTHING BUT THE BEST OF YOU AND MYSELF. JUST, keep in mind , in heart but don't let the past PLAYS aroound your head.

AUUWWWW I LOVE ME.

END.

new life.

2011-10-08T17:54:00.000-07:00

im having a good life now.
live with smiles, fulled of LOVE.

no more sadness , just a new adventure to explore to do my best and to catch the rest.

I LOVE YOU MOHD SHAZUAN MOHD AZMI. <3

Dislikeeeeeee!

2011-07-29T16:12:00.000-07:00

One thing you should know that I HATE to jog in the morning.

But I love to see the morning sky and sunrise.

Bismillah in the morning and Alhamdulillah at night. :)

souls of MY CHILDHOOD scences .

2011-07-28T21:51:00.000-07:00

i love them so much.
we're like sisters since 1997.
Almost 15 years. A Person who i can't forget like forever.
Gonna miss her a lot but for sure im gonna meet her no matter what.
How i Wish our baby were here,Daneea.

<3 <3 <3

Step Forward

2011-07-22T20:00:00.000-07:00

What is wrong is forever wrong.
What is done is done.

I didn't say it's easy to forget and I don't even asked to forget.

JUST LET IT GO SLOWLY.

I've tried it and I made it.
You're scared to step forward because you think you might lost him/her.
But u should realize about your own value.
Be positive.

What if, 'Once I step forward, it's your lost.
Reward yourself.

The more you love yourself, The more you will be loved.
Let go this tiny star because you have a bigger chance to own Bigger stars,more Solid, MUCH BETTER after few steps you've made.

MOVE , MOVE , MOVE!

=)

Talking To The Moon – Bruno Mars | VideokeMan

2011-07-21T04:30:00.000-07:00

Talking To The Moon – Bruno Mars | VideokeMan

ALHAMDULILLAH.

2011-07-21T03:22:00.000-07:00

i am done with this official diary.
about to giving up on my past.
i'll let it go and start my new one. =)

Daddy, Alhamdulillah he's getting better than before. i was afraid to face my lost.
I love you Daddy I swear to God.

Mum,sometimes it's good to back up my sis but you need to open your eyes and appreciate what i've done . Do not simply talk about my past and those nonsense things like i ain't your daughter. You have two daughters and remember we both will take care of you someday.

Sis, i did everything for you and i hope you can help me in this pity life. I'm counting on you can't you see it?
i'm tired to handle everything and i'm so stressed out. You don't know what i'm facing,with who i'm dealing. Save me from being down,save me from this darkness side on earth.

Boyfie, I was so wrong because i thought you just wanna play around and make me cry.
I'm thankful, i'm grateful. Thanks boyfie. =)

K.O

2011-06-10T21:29:00.000-07:00

NOW I LOST EVERYTHING!
ARE YOU HAPPY ???

WTF I HATE YOU.
ONE DAY I'LL LAUGH AT YOUR FACE.
DOTTED.

yeaayyy!!!! FREEDOMMM!

2011-05-03T00:15:00.000-07:00

finally, im free from those tiredness.
hehe.. bukan lagi 'student'
waiting for my graduation day.
ohhh.. lega rasanya but actually responsibilities lg berat kat bahu ni.
macam macam jadi.

Dulu, my dad sakit ,i takda lah pandang serious sgt but now, rasa mcm jatuh terduduk.
That's the difference. =)
But in a good way.

Gonna miss my coursemates, lecturers and ' abg abg foodcourt' hehehe.
Now everyday makan tido makan tido kat rumah. Bosannnnn. Grrrr

BUT i have my own achievements for my future. omg!

IBIZA,LONDON,DUBAI... AND PARIS. wait for me =)

PERUBAHAN hidup bekerja.

2011-01-26T18:37:00.000-08:00

less fun,
less friends,
less time to chill,
limited time to stay awake.

more rest,
more sleep,
more foods,
more fats,
more KGs.(hate this)

MORE FB!

Perubahan

2010-12-10T17:31:00.000-08:00

Perubahan yg sihat sgt bagus utk semua.
tp sayang nya nak tinggal hidup yg lama.
now,aku bekerja. yg lain ke mana pon taktahu.
Aku rindu sgt sgt.
Hidup yg serious sgt memenatkn tp aku suka sbb rasa tanggungjawab.
Aku dah tak boleh jd kakak utk SOULYS lg.
Apa la yg akan jadi nanti.
Hidup aku now sgt boring.
Yg dekat terasa jauh. Yg sepatutnya Sweet dah tak brapa nak sweet sgt.
Buat aku rindu yg lepas-lepas.
Tiap2 hari aku cari salah sendiri.
Nak betulkan apa yg salah ,nak belajar dr yg terlepas..
So that tak jadi bosan sgt.
Tp tak ada siapa nak tolong.
Aku dah tak kuat
and aku tak boleh nak buat semuanya sorang.

tP aku bersyukur masih ada yg igt and masih ada yg nampak aku.

=) Alhamdulillah

weh! apesal sombong? pukul nak? ;p

2010-11-11T03:39:00.001-08:00

weh! apesal sombong? pukul nak? ;p

Answer here

do you miss me? ;)

2010-11-11T03:38:00.003-08:00

do you miss me? ;)

Answer here

kau takde soklan mencabar lg ke? ;P

2010-11-11T03:38:00.001-08:00

kau takde soklan mencabar lg ke? ;P

Answer here

awk bahadia sgt now? ;)

2010-11-11T03:35:00.001-08:00

awk bahadia sgt now? ;)

Answer here

THE BEST 20TH BIRTHDAY I EVER HAD!!!

2010-10-06T06:17:00.000-07:00

Thanks to my beloved baby,friends and family.
i had my precious and quality time on my birthday,3rd OCT 2010.
It was my first time in my life for this proper celebration.
I was shocked!!! You're the best!
i'm SPEECHLESS on this and i just can smile.
The sweetest part of my life's story.
Thanks peeps!!!!!! <3 youuuuuu!!!

THANKS FOR THE GAME,BUDDIES!!! <3

MY LOVELY SIS MALA AND ABANG AT HARDROCK,KL.

DUCK AND SIS YANA. THANKS FOR THE NECKLACE!!LOVE IT! AT TGIF,THE CURVE.

BABY. <3

OUR BIRTHDAY. ALIYAH,AND ME.
AT PENINSULA.

LOVELY .<3

TBANG,ME,NAZ,ALIYAH AND LEE. =)

AT MOJO,KL. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TOO RASZ!!! =)

TGIF,THE CURVE. LOVELY FRIENDS!

PUTRAMAS!! 2 IN 1! LADIES OF SK! =)

MEZZE,ANNI,ME AND BABY. <3

THANK YOU,BUDDIES AND FAMILIA!!! LOVE YOUUUUUUU TO DEATHHH!!!!!! <3 <3

getting older.

2010-09-29T21:43:00.000-07:00

more positive.
more responsibilities.
more efforts.
critically emotional.

but good things came into my life makes me stronger.
hey there, sorry for been quiet all this while.

do you wanna know what's happening?

i've been blessed in peace. but need to concentrate more on revisions.
happiness makes me blind about other important things.

cool enough to be together. Pray for us.
Need to be more understanding..
you gave me lights,makes me g=GLOW.

THANKS,
MOHD NAUFAL a.k.a TOPAN,

lots of LOVE <3

awak rasa awak akan lupa saya ;) ?

2010-09-22T07:35:00.001-07:00

awak rasa awak akan lupa saya ;) ?

Answer here

nothing vs. everything.

2010-08-03T09:12:00.000-07:00

when you lost someone that you loved the most,you gonna feel like you have nothing.

look around,
calm down and open up your mind and eyes.
bigger and wider.

realize that you only lost one thing. but you still have millions.
they're your friends and family.

what you need to do is:
1. overcoming your disbelief,give your heart to others.
2.overcoming fear,you're scared with yourself. Realize that everyone still love you.
3.replacing fear with hope. replace your own fear with beautiful hopes.

then only you can stand back straight and walk,
YOU HAVE POWER.
show it to them!!

tell them that one day you gonna walk in front of them without stop and words.
they left you because they do not deserve to know you better than yourself.

build your own empire..
learn harder and deeper.
make yourself knowledgeable.

BECAUSE THE MORE YOU KNOW,THE LESS YOU WILL BE FOOLED.
THE HARDER YOUR HEART,THE LESS YOUR HEART WILL HURT.

by:
YAYA

valuabe secret. =)

2010-08-02T01:31:00.000-07:00

think about it..
white is natural.
but im into rainbow colors.
im seeking for a huge field,up on a mountain.
fulled of flowers.
can YOU help me to find this place?

can't imagine how beautiful it will be..
and feel the peace of life.

many BUTS...

im more into black.. can't survive alone. need a person who can neutralized me.
CHEMISTRY, yeah it's important to find out to know wether we need each other.

but about this precious place,i want it to be secret..tell me slowly bout it.
don't tell anybody.. i hate to be in a place which is too crowded.

if you can keep this secret place,then we can cooperate..
after that,we can put our faith between us.

you know who you are.. Shhhh ... keep it shut.
you can catch y words,can't you? so do I ..towards you.

rare to find,CANDY.
=)

BY= YAYA

the more....

2010-07-06T19:28:00.000-07:00

The more you know,the more you'll get hurt..
The more you stick with it, the more you sick..
The more you hope for it,the easier you'll get crazy..
The more you concern, the more you'll get frustrated..
The more you link,the more you'll get swing..
The more you love,the more you'll think bout it..
The more you hate, the easier you escape..
The more you hunt,the more you run..

Everything is a bout PLUS and MINUS..

I gave you PLUS, and I want it to be TIMES by.

Avoid from DIVIDE because I will get less.

<3 yaya.

pernah?

2010-06-17T23:40:00.000-07:00

A prob which need solutions.
But its related to someone which don't want to help.
But they have responsibilities on you.
But they still don't wanna help.
What do you feel?

If that person is your lovely mum.?? Or your rawk father?

sigh*.

Hope one day, you'll open up both of your heart and look at my sad face.
I don't mind because I'm steady and still alive.

But a bit shocked because you've changed!

Nemind I'll keep myself up to give something for both in future.no one else can make it for you anymore. Only me,always care. Always appreciate,always remember.

Mum,dad, I don't mind if I'm hurt.because I don't wanna mess up your mind.
Please keep loving me,everywhere eventhough we're far far away.

P/s: I LOVE YOU. <3

time for flowers..

2010-06-04T12:01:00.000-07:00

my GOODness.

im thankful..!!

have u met someone before this yg sgt sgt teruk ??
and suddenly after few years cari you then share everything about his/her probs with you?

then bila you keep supporting him/her,dia start rasa tertarik dgn you??

and suddenly this time dia buat betul betul and work for real utk you??

damn BAHAGIA kan???

HOW i wish to have this kind of person.

NOT GOOD TO BAD BUT BAD TO GOOD.
now i belajar something that tak semestinya sekarang dia jahat,but lg beberapa tahun later dia tetap jahat. i mean, NAKAL.

just wait and be patient.
orang sekarang kurang sabar nampaknya.

keep in mind,PEOPLE CHANGED. from time to time.

agak lama utk menunggu but if its WORTH,apa salahnya kan?

mcm awk kumpul duit nak pegi VEGAS dr sekarang sanggup makan keropok ikan tiap tiap hari.
=)

but it's not easy. need to learn more. after all these years i've drown in tears.
but now hopefully it will be less. mustahil utk buang tangisan jauh jauh.

well well.
looks who's smiling now??
heeee..

thanks GOD. Alhamdulillah.

=)

school?

2010-05-30T18:34:00.001-07:00

kan best kalau boleh pusing balik time masa sekolah dulu..
it was fun kan?? everyday ade je benda nk buat and gelak gelak..
tak payah fikir pasal benda lain..

pusing balik masa aku menangis dapat belajar jauh jauh sayang nak tinggalkan sekolah..

i wish i could stop the time so taht i'll be in my special memories and it will never ever fade away.

now masing masing dah ada life sendiri..
nk ajak jalan jalan pon dah susah..
awek marah la,bf marah la..
wtf? aku kenal dorang dulu kot.

aku pon ada bf but cool je..
hmmm..maybe sebab diorang tu lucky ada orang yg diorang sayang depan mata.

damn aku ni mcmana? sabar je lah..

kawan baik pulak,lebih sayang bf dari kawan.

BFF vs. BF tu memeang betol kan??

haissshhhhh.. masing masing punya perangai aku xfaham kenapa.

time mula mula masuk kolej dulu pon best.. ada je benda nk plan..
but now masing masing nk buat plan,kene ada dia tu,kena ada dia ni..

masalah masalah.. BF mmg tak boleh berenggang kan?
nk GIRLS DAY OUT pon tak boleh..

and ada juga benda yg kita taknak face lg,tiba tiba dtg buat kita serabut..argghhh..

damn lah..
LIFE IS MISERABLE kn??

but what to do..

we live to die but what for we live eventhough we already know that we gonna die.???

ONLY GOD KNOWS.

BY=

YAYA

all my life i've been waiting for..

2010-05-30T07:21:00.000-07:00

i've been waiting for ,i've been praying for people to say that WE FIGHT NO MORE.

one day, hopefully i'll get my true happiness.
damn i missed those moment which i can smile and smile..

what i need to do is i got to hold on first.
keep standing and keep put myself on track so that i won't give up.

:)

daydreaming all the time.

2010-05-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

he used to be my SUGARDADDY and im his CANDY GIRL.

i never met anyone like you.
now i see, this is the way love suppose to be.
i never want you to leave because you gave me 'E'.
stands for an addiction so that i'll always come back for more addictions.

oh baby i know that i can't live without you in my life.
oh baby i just do all the thing which is right.

why do i feel this way in my life?
why can't i just run and hide myself.

but i can see i don't deserve to feel your touch,i can see it now..,to feel your love,to have your kiss.
maybe i don't deserve you but i can't live without you in my life.

push push push!

2010-05-29T22:10:00.000-07:00

i need to accept everything just because of one big mistake that i've made.
is it fair for me?
i hate myself though.
i've messed uo everything.
damn i am REGRET.

please gimme one more chance but please treat me nicely because im not sure till when i can stand this pain.

back to the start..

2010-05-29T04:43:00.000-07:00

do you ever lost someone?
did you cried? a lot?
how many days you didn't eat?

oh my god it's my fault and i messed up everything!
how can i make it better than before?
please give me chances so that i can prove it to you that i ain't that type.

i know that yuo're disappointed with me.
im stupid.!
how come i can let my beloved one to be alone waiting for my sms??

omg!!!!
god please help me.
i wanna get him.

lack of time now .
need to find ideas to make him okay.

fucking shit i hate to hurt somebody.

love you always.

....

get get get.

2010-05-24T08:28:00.000-07:00

if you wanna get something...

know bout it,details,closer,much closer,stick....
follow up...
then search for it...

you've failed,you're down...
slap your face....
energize your thoughts...make it powerful.. then only you can send some charges on your body to move.

now,move your body...keep moving...wait,there's a hole and its a trap..
jump!! then keep walking.. walk ! walk! walk! continuosly..
that thing is moving faster..
then you need to speed up to catch it...

almost there and GRABBBB!!! then,its time to express your feelings.
hug it...kiss it.... look at the mirror,there's a smile on your face.

workhard to get what you want..
don't just think without doing something.
chances are everywhere..
its wether you can see or not.

=)

what's happening??

2010-05-24T08:10:00.000-07:00

knock!! knock!!

i bet no one at home. then i opened the door by using my own key.
i went to mum's room then i saw daddy's lying on his bed.
then i asked, 'daddy,where's mummy?'. he said my mum went out for her business.
hmmmmm.. my mum always busy lately till she got no time for family.
then im wondering where's my siblings?
there's outside too?
*sigh* like usual my bro,busy with his music stuff. sissy,chasing her DREAM GUY.
lil bros with their games.
then what now?? i feel like im just a BIG STICK in front of them,STATIC.

damn this house supposed to be a very good producer of NOISE.
but now it seems like so QUIET.

step 1,2 and 3.
i called my pals to fetch me up,have some fun with them.
hopefully later i'll have some ideas to put a light in my house.
to mak a GOOD COMBINATION between bonds.

please,please,please..

FAMILY FIRST.

and mum,stop crying everytime u're tired because im too tired to hear that annoying sounds of yours.

but poor you.

no worries, i still love you.

currently.

2010-05-24T07:43:00.000-07:00

yaya= wasting my money by doing nothing.

fofo= she's working.

the rest, doing their SHORTCOURSE.

=) we're missing each other badly.

but need to accept everything.

love you guys!

circles of CROWD.

2010-05-12T18:44:00.000-07:00

damn its already my 5th day cannot sleep. what's happening to me?
too much thinking?
but what am i thinking though?
okay okay..
again, im telling you the truth.

MuM..

mum,please understand me.it's hard for me to live in penang without transport.
i don't wanna create a fight.
my car is damn broke.
please think wisely and tell your HUSBAND that he need to put a bit care on this.

ABOUT this one person.

SOMETIMES he's sweet and caring but sometimes no.
i don't know what is in his mind.
i already put you in my SCANNER&TRACE machine..
so,i heard a lot about you and i am ACCEPTING the past.

when im feeling a bit down and far from your heart,i'll cure myself by this song.

CHERYL COLE- FIGHT FOR THIS LOVE. ( this is for you,Lovely H.R)

SISSY.

its about my sister. We're getting a bit different and im feeling weird when im with you. YOU'VE CHANGED!! to what??? i dont even know who you are but please,IT'S OBVIOUS!
and,don't get to soft for that guy yah.
when you're alone you'll chase me like damn freak.
but when you got someone, you'll forget me like damn easy,man .
OH FOR GOD SAKE!! gimme back my sissy!!

BROTHER.

bro, you should take care of your marriedge.
i love her too and no worries,SHE'S ACCEPTED PERFECTLY!!
and please come back home always yah.
a good starting for my holidays.
=)

FRIENDS AND SOULS.

im sorry if i've done my things alone without telling you the truth.
i just dont wanna make it hard.
i can do it by myself and i wont mess you up with my stupid things.
I LOVE YOU ALL,always and i think its forever.
i hope you've put the same feelings in your heart,ladies!

STUFFY AND TOPPY.

i got them all and ready to dressed up!!!

p/s= HE'S COMING THIS WEEKEND. ngeeee....♥

btw,LASTLY WE MET YESTERDAY!MISS YOU BANGKOK'S LADY!

And....HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY!hope you've enjoyed those PIZZAs!

LASTLY.... WE'RE SOoooo DAMN 'C'!!

hari terakhir dalam seM 4.

2010-05-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

BELAJAR KAW KAW SAT..

can't sleep,can't eat,can't rest!!

chayok! chayok!

confessions ön earth. .

2010-05-05T12:47:00.000-07:00

hye there,everyone. How are you? Been busy lately during exams. Kinda missed this blog. Im back to commit myself again. Im doing great! Friendship?it will last forever. SOULSISTERS are keep standing. But some of them added another souls. So,a bit differ in path of life. Still,supporting each other in perfect square. Shima zainal a.k.a FOFO and me,still having our lovely moment but we had opposite free time. Fyi,we all still pampering each other with loves and care. Fulled of hearts. =)

yourself?

2010-04-01T00:31:00.000-07:00

talk about famous peeps.
why don't you talk about yourself,girl.
they give you nothing.

=)

im confused.

2010-03-31T02:53:00.000-07:00

don't say you love if you have no hearts .
don't gimme hopes which are fake.

i'll keep shut til you ask.
i never ask you to start.
you made the 1st step and you made the 1st move to leave.

go...

supposely.

2010-03-30T10:33:00.000-07:00

suppose to be friend..
a god friend.
but i ain't comfort with you anymore.
sms everyday,dinner together,
dats not a friend though.
it's a sign of special relationship.
you're just my friend..
please,i can love anybody but not you.

im hiding at the back f my mask.
i don't want to be rude.
you've crossed the line of frienship.
gettong emo if i didn't reply any of your sms..
please.

it's not good to build a fight.
why don't you just relax and cool down.
chill .. chill.

you're a guy.
don't be like a child who always complained.

look,i got my own things to do.
don't you have a life to be done smoothly,huh??
chill chill.

you're still my friend. but i don't know what do you feel aite now.

im just an ordinary person who can see those smiles.
but can't trace up the pain inside you.

don't make me wanna buzz off,man,
it will be worse.

thank you.

semua nya salahkan dia...

2010-03-26T03:47:00.000-07:00

kenapa nak salahkan dia??
dia hanya berkata based on her past .
yang nak berdebat sangat kenapa.
semua nya nak pegang piala 'PERFECT'!

hambek lah piala tu letak liquor then g MABS!
menyampah bila orang nak emo then terus berkelakuan takda adab.
yang pelik nya...
mereka LELAKI..
=)

tak kira lah apa pun yg kau nak cakap..
setiap orang mesti genggam satu perkara yg selalu mereka ingat.
ingat senang ke nak lepas??

jangan nak salah kan dia jd mcmni..
dia jadi baik sebab dia berfikir bout past..
dia jadi jahat pon sebab based on dia punya past la..
semua nya sebab PAST.

suka2 je ckp, 'LUPAKAN BENDA LEPAS.'

kalau benda lepas tu MCM KAU PINJAM AKU RM1 BOLEH LA..

tu pon tak boleh fikir??
bukan dia nak jd kejam..
tp dia memang kalau suka orang pon akan diam..
kau nak salahkan dia sebab DIA MEMANG DIRI DIA???

so,KAU PERGI CARI MINAH PLASTIC yg pegang piala 'fake'!!

sekian.

dulu dan sekarang.

2010-03-26T03:38:00.000-07:00

dulu...

we were happy last time..
5 of us.. can't you see those smiles on their faces..
they're sweet and fun..
fulled of joy .

but now, what'S wrong with me??

LOOK at her...
she's alone...
always..anywhere..

see her FACE.
she's ALONE!!
she can't smile.
she can't see the light.
what wrong with her...

*sigh*

......nothing to say..ZZZzzzzZZZ..

YAYA

tidak akan jd soft.

2010-02-25T18:00:00.000-08:00

sambungan dr post fofoandfo.

nk jd lembut buat apa?jalan mcm sotong,
rambut kena wave2,pipi kene letak blusher banyak2.
kalau aku ni one of judges yang boleh komen ikot suka,
aku akan tanya 'kau nak pegi mana ni?'

pelik aku.orang kasar tak semestinya hati tak baik..
luar kasar,dalam pula?
fofo and aku aja yang tahu.

aku melihat,ramai yang nk berkawan dgn si lemah longlai.
tp bg aku mereka mcm sakai.
aku lg respect mereka kasar,tidak fake,
yg paling cool,orang tak akan perasan mereka utk di jadikan kawan.
padahal mereka lah yg terbaik utk dijadikan kawan.

betol tak fo?

be alert.

2010-02-22T08:32:00.000-08:00

do you think that it was really fun when i gave you a loud laugh huh??

YOU'RE WRONG!!!!

because serious person will always be serious inside herself!!!

GAME OOVERRRRRRR!!!!!

if...

2010-02-21T18:30:00.001-08:00

if aku ada jodoh,aku nak anak mcm gini..

love love kids.

never ever..

2010-02-21T17:16:00.000-08:00

if that boy don't love you by now,he will never ever love you..
so,just walk away..make a step.
in life,don't waste too much time on waiting for your dream boy.
he will never understand.
in life,you'll end your life with actions...the last one..
and not your thoughts.
if you only have few hours to live,you will follow your heart to meet precious human.
you'll ignore your thoughts.
please please ladies..
don't make it harder..
make it easier..
once he says no,then remind yourself always to accept the word,'NO'.
this is true...
UNLIMITED POWER is totally hard to be owned if you keep waiting for something which is nothing and useless.

look at myself now...
i've made big mistakes..
always...
and now,i don't want that anymore..
when a lady enter their next destination of life,
they will behave and take a good care of herself for something which is priceless.

we aren't weak..but we're huge..huge thoughts make us faster..
faster than you,GUYS.
don't ever think that we just keep our mouth shut..
deep inside,
WE ARE READY TO PULL OUR TRIGGER.
FULL-SCALE WAR,man.

p/s: JANGAN INGAT KAMI MCM SEMUT.
ok?????

BY=
YAYA

words.

2010-02-10T10:34:00.001-08:00

i wont die without it.
i wont be down without it.
im stronger without it.
im going up without it.
im cool without it.
i don't care about it.
i don't mind about it.

but am i happy without it?
i'm not sure but at least i'm trying to survive without it.
i ain't lonely without it.
i ain't cry without it.
it's easier without it.
no pain without it.

f**k it!

It’s a sunny day.

2010-02-09T23:31:00.000-08:00

My dream is to be tanned, gold tanned under the sunshine beside the beach. Accompany with pineapple juices, few friends besides me, doing the same things.

Afternoon, inside the `cruise’ and have our virgin marry. Take our lunch, make friends. We arrived here in three but we make thirty new friends. Awchh! What kind of people do you expect on that huge cruise?

The first person will answer my question is shima zainal.

One day, I will make this real J

p/s: I love dreaming. Yaya suka berangan

take a note: its one of our target. Nothing is impossible. You can do whatever you like. With a high spirit, you will automatically run to it. You are moving towards it young girl. Move faster, push yourself. Stand up. Straight!

My dad will be proud of me.

Thumbs up!

when..

2010-02-09T18:24:00.000-08:00

a girl is sleeping like 'SHREK'.

she will miss her classes.

this is a serious problem.

=)

time to time.

2010-02-05T12:20:00.000-08:00

im moving on to the next stage.
to live in peace.
to keep my smile permanently.
to fill up zeros inside me.
to stand up still on the ground.
to take care of them.

sometimes,im proud of myself.the way i faught with my own fear,out of my expectation.
it's not easy aspecially when you're dealing with your feelings.
talk and talk and talk to myself til i hate the 'old me'.

i've been through the dark side of my memories.now,nothing can bring me down there.
again and forever.

SOUL S + SUPPORTS = SPIRITS

SPIRITS x SOUL S = ME..

thank you.plus,someone who will never ever I forget.
thanks again for your good advises.
you're good.really good.

i appreciate it.

=) im giving you thousands of smiles.it wont be fade.just keep me smile then i will.
=)

women

2010-02-05T11:35:00.000-08:00

hottest.
pretty.
sweet.
smart.
simple.
medium.
ugly.
bad.
arrogant.

hottest bitches are everywhere.

do whatever they wanna do.
like they care what people gonna say.
guys love to seek for chicks.
hotter much better.

why?why?why?

then what the opposite one must do to make people see them.

PUT OUT YOUR DRESS!

BITCHES!!!!!

melepaskan dan memulakan.

2010-02-05T10:37:00.000-08:00

bergembira dan bercerita malam2 tepi pantai sgt menyeronokkan.
tak pernah lagi ada kaum adam yang memahami aku selain abang.

memulakan benda baru pada saat ini.
takda lah membazir air liur mereka yg bg nasihat tu.

nak buat atau taknak.
nk jd tikus atau nak jd giant.

aku prefer hulk.sebab dia still ada perasaan walaupun badan dah jadi hijau.
aku suka ,aku tunjuk,tp aku tak cakap apa-apa.
better shut than take any risks.

kehidupan sekarang bermula dengan perlahan.
orang baru telah muncul utk menjaga seorang yang perlukan jawapan utk semua persoalan.

bukan mcm org tu.orang tanya,Takut nk jawab .
then nk marah-marah.

haish.tak paham aku..

AKU INGAT KAU COOL.
RUPANYA BAJU BARU AKU LAGI COOL.

warna biru..
kegemaran.
terima kasih sebab teman.

BY:
YAYA

cara negatif tak berguna.

2010-02-05T02:18:00.000-08:00

kalau tak mampu nak face kesilapan,bunuh la diri..nk bahagia,sama sama bunuh diri.
tak dalah menyakitkan hati sapa2.

aku tak buat apa2 tp bila kau ckp mcmtu,aku rasa tempias kena kat aku juga.
aku tak bermaksud apa2.
cuma nak bgtahu jgn ingat kau kenal org 5 tahun,kau dah kenal dia luar dalam.

WAHAI kamu,
Manusia berubah dari semasa ke semasa.mcm diri kau juga.
kau dulu lain,sekarang kau lg lain..

kau tak sedar?apa yang hasut kau sebenarnya?
aku tak minta pendapat atau kritikan.
cuma ingin berbahasa.

hormat orang adalah satu cara,
cara kau ?

cakap bertapis.bahasa kau yang 'Celah kelengkang' tu terbaik sangat.
buat wa hangat aja.

kau ckp dengan perempuan,penghias dunia,penghias segalanya.
kalau kau tak gay,kau pon sayang wanita.

tolong faham.banyak bersabar.
fikir banyak banyak betul ke cara kau.

aku rasa apa yang kau buat,kau dah sedar semuanya SALAH BELAKA.

by:
yaya

kau fikir apa yg kau cakap?.

2010-02-04T18:20:00.000-08:00

org matang takkan heran apa org kata.
kalau nk fikir masa depan,mereka fikir ke hadapan.
orang matang takkan lari dari masalah.
face to face and settle it in a good way.
orang matang mencipta kedamaian.
orang matang bencikan peperangan.
tak kira yg salah ataupun yg betol,kalau dah rase matang,pimpin lah si tak matang.

kau rasa kau fikir macamni ke?
if kau tak salah,jgn takot and jangan goyang.

mak kau matang tak??
sbb mak kau matanag lah dia akan bilang:

biar orang buat kita .jgn kita balas.Allah maha besar.
jangan peduli apa orang kata..

tp disebabkan kau rasa kau dah matang sgt,
hati kau berkata 'takkan aku nk biarkn mereka pijak aku..tak boleh jadi ni.'

wahai kaum adam,
mereka kelihatan kebudak-budakkan.
tp aku lebih mengenali mereka.kau takkan sangka ayat yg mereka akan keluarkn untuk aku rasa hidup kembali selepas jatuh dari tebing dunia.

orang matang takkan ckp dia matang.bahkan aku sendiri tak tahu aku ni dah matang ke belum..orang di luar yg melihat dan merasa.kita hanya berfikir dan bertindak ikut cara pemikiran kita.

kalau engkau tak boleh face,jgn buat langsi atau sial sbb ini hanya menyusahkn diri kau dan menjatuhkan manusia sesama sendiri.

KALAU KAU FIKIR MASA DEPAN,KAU TAHU APA ITU KARMA..!ini hanya kepercayaan tapi dalam agama,bermaksud BALASAN CASH DI DUNIA.

sekian,salam.

BY:
YAYA

finally...

2009-11-15T19:45:00.000-08:00

kawan2 di tanah air ni sehat tak??
waaa...tak sabarnye nk terjah semua org kat sini..
mesti diorang lari2 nampak aku nanti!!!
wah..
kami byk perjanjian..

firstly,
im gonna spent my time with my beloved hamie..

next,
sistah and brothah!!

next,
mummy and daddy,

next,
SAWADIKAAAPPP..

ANIS ELIZABETH BUMANN!!
(si siam pelat)

last will be,
GOMBAKRIAN!!

awesome events,
ABG'S shows!! port dickson and kuantan!

woop woop!!
im totally been booked!

by:
yaya

well..i hate myself ..

2009-11-15T19:35:00.000-08:00

i hate myself when im feeling mad..
i hate to be pressure because so far, only one can stand my anger and only one can make me calm.
'FLAME' is me.. and when flame to flame,my hands and legs will get involved..
nobody want this..
me VS. my dad..im goin to be the winner.
pity him..
i hate this..totally hate this.
i don't play with words.

face me next time and try to explain.
im sorry for this..
trust me,i am regretting..
but please, give and take..
you need to understand me, and i will try understand you.
it's not hard to make me cool..
but it is hard to make me cool again after my maximum anger level.

i love you guys,SOULY.

by:
yaya

fuh...10 days to go..

2009-11-05T05:59:00.000-08:00

10 days more for me to study hard for this sem.
hopefully no repeat ..
friends??
all of them are feeling lost now..
one of them are drowning in mental breakdown..
what should i do for them?
now,everything is less and limited..
hate to be in this situation doh..

15hb is gonna be my big day..
hopefully it will be great..

you know what??
he's the best boyfriend i ever had.
they're the best people i ever met..
this is the best feel i ever feel..

thanks ..
they will be forever inside of me..

BY:
yaya

hmmm..apa yg anda rasa.

2009-11-05T05:51:00.000-08:00

1. kalo awak mkn pedas or mkn mase panas,hidung awk berpeluh tak??awk rase cute ke?
to mamaq: jawab ni maq..

2.kalo awk tgk magazine yg penuh dgn fashion,awk nk berubah jd ape??
to fofo: jwb ni fofo..

3.bila hamie dtg nabti,agak2 die kene bahan apa ye?
to hihiy: jawab ni hiy..

4.kalo anda mentalbre sbb frust akn sesuatu,ape awk akn buat?

5.kalau awk dah mkn,tp awk rase nk mkn lg..tak rase nk muntah ke?

6.kalau awk rase penta tp awk boring..tp awk malas nk keluar..awk nk pakse diri awk buat ape?

7.kalau awk ni boleh bercinta dgn sesiapa aje,awk nk bercinta dgn sape?

8.if awk ni famous and rase diri awk ni cantik sgt sgt,dgn siapa awk nk kawan?

9.if dalam dompet awk ade rm20 utk 2 minggu,ape awk nk buat?

10.if awk rase satu bende tu susah sgt nk buat,tp awk kene buat..
ape awk nk buat?

11.awk ade 'something' special tak?

tolong jawab yah!!

BY:
YAYA

im not friendly..

2009-11-03T00:06:00.000-08:00

am i?
sometimes they sad that i hate to smile..
hello people,that's my real face .. y u must care?
if you start it first,im gonna be okay .
im not a type who seek for others except for my lovely soulsisters..
by the way for 'GUY',
I AM NOT INTERESTED!.
i've been in a lovely relationship for about 5 years..
which is SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP..

message for this one guy:
im not interested on you..
that's why i didn't reply any of your msg..
where did you get my number anyway??
nemind,i repeat,I AM NOT INTERESTED!

by:yaya

hello!! hello!!!

2009-11-01T20:56:00.000-08:00

wahai lelaki yg tak sedar diri..
ade la satu laki ni...
aku pernah kenal dia..
bodoh nk mampus..
berlagak nk mampus..
aku dah tak kawan dgn dia..
then dia mcm nk gila fitnah aku mcm2..
then now,ex dia bgtahuu semuanya..
ahahaha..
kantoi!!!
ckp yg dia buat mcm2 kat aku la ape laaa...
sorry sikit,mak aku aja aku berdikari boleh dapatkn semuanya sendri!!
so,jgn nk poyo ckp ko sara aku la bodoh..

aku dah tak nak,maksudnye tak suka!!

WAHAI SOULSISTERS!!!
AKU PERLUKAN JAWAN MU UTK SOALAN2 ni..

1. org tu ckp sorang2 dalam fon..kononnya ade bisnes besar nk mampos...then aku nampak dr tepi telinga dia,dia ckp sorang2 & takda sapa pon yg ckp dgn dia..

soalan= gila ke tak??

2.dia ckp bapak dia kaya sangat sampai boleh berhentikn mana mana org yg kerja..PM pon tak boleh buat mcmtu laa..

soalan= apa masalah dia?

3.bila orang sound dia & ckp yg dia tu teruk,dia ckp nk saman org tuh..ahahaha..
yg ni,KLAKA!!

soalan=dia artist ke??

4.bkn main lg kutuk orang pakai CK .kononnye LV tu lg bagus.padahal dia pon purse pakai GUESS je.

soalan= dia tak tahu ke yg LV tu speciality dia barang yg mcmna??

5.dia ckp yg bapaknya ada beratus ekor kuda yg dibela..
ahahahhahahahaha..tp takde pulak bapak dye masuk tv.ahaha.then kantoi yg ade org bace msg ckp dia mintak rm150 tp bapak dia ckp takda duit.

soalan= malu ke jd sederhana??kalo kaya pon,low profile je tak boleh ke?

6. soalan= list kn penyakit yg mungkin dia ada:

TERIMA KASIH.
BY:
YAYA

sekian laa...

2009-11-01T20:47:00.001-08:00

ok..now,let me intoduce to you all..ni lah kawan baik aku selame aku kat k.l..
eventhough diorang ni senget,diorang ni sgt sgt style and baik!!
ashmeer and eleeze..
mereka baik,sweet and tak penah lupe aku..
thanks you all.

ni gamba aku mase raye dgn kawan2 aku yg sengal ni..
ni la kawan aku dr kcik..skola rendah n high school sama2..
tp jarang2 sangat jumpa..
kdg2 masing masing dah lost...
tp aku xkesah...aku paham je ..

alamak..
baru baru ni aku dengan fofo jadi gadis hotlink ..
kantoi gila..
aku igtkn aku dengan fofo je keje nk ilangkn masa bosan..
tp rupa2nye ade minah gile ni yg bername reen..
bkn dye je weh..
senior pon belambak..
satu booth hotlink tu da mcm uitm penang punye event dah..
keje ni best sbb kitorang dua dimanjakn..
tp yg tak bestnye,aku gaduh dgn sorang hindu ni yg belagak putih,hensem,tinggi..
padahal opposite kot weh...
kalo baik tak pe lah jugak...

tak mengapa kau buat ku begini..

2009-09-26T19:35:00.000-07:00

bila aku syg seseorang dgn ikhlas dan penuh harapan,MESTI AKU DITINGGALKN..
ape pon alasan yg diberi sgt x relevent bg aku karna ini melibatkn hati dan perasaan..
wtf ok?
ckp je lah direct yg dah xsyg or pape je lah..
kalau nk buat aku sakit,baik buat aku sakit terus ..
tak payah nk sikit2..
sbb lg besar sakit yg kau bg kat aku,lg senang aku move on..
yes,AKU RASA MCM BENCI LELAKI.
mmg la bkn semua lelaki..tp yg pernah aku kenal la.
hahaha.
ADIK FOFO,JD BF AKAK JOM?
hahahhaa.
aku still ada kawan2..
walaupun aku sakit,at least,aku boleh sorok semua tuh ataupun takkan sedar yg aku tgh sakit sbb gelak dgn lawak kawan2.
betol mama ckp,takkan lah seseorang tu boleh terima kite senang lenang..
mesti nk buat ape2.
puas la hati dia dah balas dendam and buat aku rase mcmni?
tp..
ku redha aja..apa boleh buat.
hak masing2 kn dik?

one day,you'll know that I am better than yourself.
remember,im the one who always be there for you..
im the one who always help you..
im the one who always give and you're the one who take.
its like,im THE MAN..
so, i think i can make a better life..
without you,i know i can't be perfectly happy.
but i'll try..
one more thing,karma will turning back to you.
i swear..
once you feel like you can't live,PLEASE TRY TO FIND ME ..
because im not like you..
im different..
i'll accept you the way you are..
simple,JUST LOVE ME AND MAKE ME HAPPY.
without using money and energy.
hahhaha..

BY:
yaya

YOU'LL REGRET SOMEDAY.

salam aidilfitri..

2009-09-19T18:19:00.000-07:00

salam aidilfitri buat semua..
maaf zahir dan batin.
ku beraya pada pagi yg indah dan berhias mcm nk kawen .
hihiy pg2 dah lupe kat siapa yg ko mmg Wajib mintak ampun..
yg fofo pulak ntah mati ke ape ntah.
dye pernah ckp nk bangun pukul 3 mase pg raya..
ahaha..
mamaq pulak,aku rase ngah main kejar2 dgn adek2 dye..
lala da tentu ngah hidang2 makanan..
mia dah tentu xsaba nk beraya dgn ajoy...

location aku:
JITRA,KEDAH.

umah sape?
DAH TENTU LA UMAH NENEK AKU.

destinasi seterusnye?
OLDTOWN ALOR STAR.
(nk tarik kuat2)

makanan yg da ade dlm kpale otak?
KEROPOK YG AKU BELI SENDIRI 2 HARI LEPAS DENGAN SUSU HL.

org yg aku nk dye ade sblah skang ni?
HAMIE & soulsisters.

org yg ko xnk pkir?
AIMAN,TEJA BODOH dan sebagainye..

maafkn org sekeliling?
SIKIT2..

nk buat ape pasni?
PERANG NGN KAMPUNG SEBERANG!!

gtg..nk mandi then nk campak duit 50 posen kat budak2 kecik yg nk duit raye je tp xnk mkn..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!

by:
yaya

damn what's happening to me..

2009-08-10T07:06:00.000-07:00

everything is flowing smoothly..
but why im falling into laziness zone..
shit and totally like assholes now.
need to fix everything inside me..
i got everything and should be thankful and appreciate it..
but ..
i donno..
they're sleeping now..
and he's far from me..
what to do??
act like assholes,huh?
nahh...go yaya!!!
need to do something.
help me,souly sista!!

POOR you...(sigh)..

2009-08-09T06:25:00.001-07:00

poor you young man..
you're still young..so,step forward and ignore the pain.
dont just stay and say that's the end.
dont blame anyone..
dont say that you're right..
realise what you have done to everyone..
why they're left you?
the answer might be 'its because of you'..
dont say 'no' when you're totally wrong..
dont show off and act like you're glowing but actually you're NOTHING!
SHAME OF YOURSELF.
you cant judge yourself..its only for surrounding.
ohh my.. dont think you're the best,assholes!
dont think that you can replace almost anything inside others.

now,you've lost your click,love,fam ..
why?can you think of something?
being an arrogant and egois is just wasted..they will hate you more...
you're the man,need to change and need to decide.
come on..dont ask for symphaties cause no one will care..

trust me,NO ONE WILL CARE!
btw. YOU ARE A JERK!
daa..

hantu raya dan saka...
assholes!

SOUL S.

BE A BETTER PRESIDENT.

2009-08-09T06:20:00.000-07:00

im trying to stay in '5'.
im trying to avoid things that make us fight.
im trying to make them happy.
im trying to give what they want.
im trying to make it easier and better.
im trying to get into myself..more and more..
im trying to make him happy..
im trying to be more understanding..
im trying to be more patient.
im trying to settle down everything.
im trying to make it fun.
im trying to have what i want.
im trying to glow myself up..

more and more..
will never regret..
SOUL S..

bila mood hantu raya dan saka.

2009-08-02T01:35:00.000-07:00

ni lah jdnye bile mood president dah combine dgn bala-bala tentera..
takot tak?
ahaaaa..

fofo : maya karin si chantiQue.
hihiy : si gebu chuweet.
mamaq : si hantu rOckers.
ass : wife terhebat ( fucki'n G)
yaya : PENJAGA MEREKA2...

THE PRESIDENT..

they..

2009-07-09T13:17:00.000-07:00

SHE IS KAK MALA... his fiancee..
ALLAH all mighty, please bless them till their last breath..

LOVE THEM.

NEED TO BE SEPARATED FROM THE ONE..

2009-07-09T12:52:00.000-07:00

WE ARE SIBLINGS..

we love each other..

we miss each other a lot!

but we need to be apart from each other..

FROM THE LEFT, he is my bro..AZLAN..

he's getting engaged on 11th of july 2009 at SKUDAI,JOHOR.

his future wife named, SIS MALA..

she's totally cool, and rock!!

i miss him.. where is he anyway?? you always meet me outside ..where did you go after that?

but its ok..as long as you happy..

im so damn SOORY!!

i can't attend your engagement b'cause i've been busy since the first day in penang..

its my first week in this new sem..

so,got things to settle quickly..

IM SORRY AGAIN ,ABANG!!

sgt sedih kamu dah di ambil..

arrrhhhh... sape yg sayang you,kene sayanag i jugak, OK!!!

sayang kaka mala!!!

KAKAK YANA... she's the one at the middle..

sis,im totally bored here.. got low of spirit..

you're my everything when im in k.l..

we went out together..almost everyday like twins..

we're totally in a complicated condition..

so,we need to be patient yeah..

i'll talk to you later..

dont worry..

i didnt msg you doesnt mean you'd been forgotten..

I LOVE YOU SIBLINGS!!...

BY:

YAYA

missing something..

2009-07-09T12:20:00.000-07:00

dari kiri....pangkatan tentera2 yg selalu buat bising mase aku tido.. dari kiri,ass,mamaq.aku dan fofo..

yg menangkap gamba ni dalah seorang GADIS!! dia seorang yg PALING CANTIK!!

ahahahaha...cuba anda teka siapa??

hanya kami ber lima saja yg tahu siapa..

aku sgt rindu saat2 ni...happy n memanjang je nk bjalan,,,xpkir susah,miskin or masalah lain..yg penting kitoang dpt lpaskn tension same2 kat luar.pegi tempat2 yg slalu kite pegi..happy n stalker org like hell..

aku sgt rindukn smua ni!! ASS!! tolong la!

ya rase mcm dah xsmangat..fofo makin lemah..hihiy semakin keperempuanan.. mamaq maintain tp kalo xde tentera yg SUPPORTIVE,xkn jd pape..hahaha.

sekarang dalam rumah yg xbeape nk mcm heaven tu,kite asyik tido je..semuanya dah lemah..maybe sbb tido bilik lain2 kot? maybe ass daj xduduk sekali? maybe fofo sakit?maybe aku yg emosional?

tp ape yg aku nk pkirkn lg?

ASS,HIHIY,MAMAQ,LALA,ADIK FOFO...

AKU XSUKE MCMNI!!!

GIRLS??Auuuwwhh!!

2009-05-07T19:52:00.000-07:00

girls,
lets start this over .
we're definitely cool and steady for them assholes.
lets beat them up..
ahahahha.

for QASEH,
stay chill hun..
u'll be greater and better for the next hour.
they're totally don't deserve you at all.
we already have our real sisters.
what more?
this is enough for us..
our team are rarely can be found on this earth..
we gonna chilling around and make some chaos okeyh darl??
we're here to get you when you're down..
no worries sayang.
im glad to be here for you all.
new adviser?
it will be great.
sharing is caring and chilling is coolness!!

hahaha.
MAHDY..MAHDY...

ekau ni kelakar lah mangkok ayun ting ting!
xsudah i gelak bace sms and comment dengan rambo WOLF!!!
ade2 aje bende nk merepek kerepek kerapu merapu!!
ahahha..
nanty i support M.U la u..
u lak support BARCE.
kite unite ar..
bia la diorang bet..nanty 50/50 la..
ahahhaha..
we RAMBO WOLF stay chill and cool yaw!
SUMPAH AKU SUKE KENAL KAU!!
RAMBO YANG SGT BEST!!
kau bukan assholes..
tu yg penting.. ayat kau,sgt berguna..
kau patot dapat ape yg kau nk one day..
sbb kau mmg RAMBO!!!
weh..nanty time final game,i off duty dari buat jerat!
kite kn unite kn?
hahahhaha..
thanx 4 my GOOD RAMBO !!!
AAUUUwwhh!!
WOLF!WOLF!

out!out!

BY:
YAYA

aduhai pagi..

2009-05-05T20:14:00.001-07:00

aku selalu berjaga pagi..

bila semua nya sudah senyap..

mereka smua sedang layan mimpi.

aku seorang aja yg berjaga..

lg bagus,aku suka karna seronok aja tidak bagus utk kami semua.

apa lagi deyh?

fb,ms dan blog la jawabnya.

mlm smlm,gelak tak sudah weh..

selalunya laki yg jd maknyah.. tp smlm perempuan yg act like maknyah..

jadi pulak tuh n better dr lelaki..

ahaha..

fofo,ko mmg senior la weh!

solute mcm gampang aja!

ahaha..

mamq,memaki hamun aja kerjanya..

haha...tp last2 terdiam juga ekau..

mahu record suara kami yg merdu?

xdapat la jack! 6 juta letak depan mata pon x cukup!

ahaha..

ass,gila dengan barangan di internet.

ahahha..xkesudah ekau nk abiskn duit ekau nih..

pongeh la siapa yg jd laki ekau esok esok nanti..

hihiy,ko ni berperasaan sejak bila?layan dvd yg agak emosi..

ahahha,,muka kau pon emo je eden tgk dgn pose ko yg mengiurkn..

aku?

much better..

u said u want to fix me??

ahaha.. nah.. it's too late..karna i'm feeling good now..

much better..so,jangan peduli!

AKU ADALAH RAMBO SEJATI!!

aku mmg x boleh berdiam diri nih..

aku nk panjat gunung..

rindukn cousin ku yg totally seorang rambo yg top meletop!

ZAKIR..

aku mahu ikot!!!!

aku cool aja deyh mulai saat ini..

JANGAN BUAT SEMAK SAMUN LAGI DALAM JUNGLE AKU YAH MONYET2!!

AHAHHAA..

karna i'm into WOLF now..

bukan lagi monyet yg suka tarik2 beg plastik org..

persngai monyet x ubah mcm mamaq.

ahahhaa.

AKU MAHU PULANG KE RUMAH!!

yah..minggu dpan aku akan pulang..wow!!!

heaven nya!!

i'll rock the mood!

aku kangan bangat deyh sama ibu ku..

aku cinta dia..

peluk cium itu sepatutnya rutin harian ku sejak kecil..

kn daddy?

ahaha.. GILA GELI AKU CKP MCMNI..

aku pon x tahu nk tulis apa..

aku blank..

tp x boleh tidur..

ini aja..

boleh kn??

ahahhaa..

ok later..

out!out!

hahaha..aku masih hidup!!

2009-05-04T18:35:00.000-07:00

haha..aku sudah kembali ceria..
gelak x henti2..
apdahal duduk depan laptop aja..
siapakah yg buat aku gelak?
ahahhaa..kawan2 rambo ku lah..
mereka sgt meggembirakan..
aaauuuwwwhhhh!!!
itu trademark aku sekarang..
ahahhaa..aduhai ekau ni mahdy..melayan aku yg memang gila..
campur dgn kamu yg sengal ubi..
mmg gila lah aku lagi jadinya..

sekarang,,,,
aku boleh buat apa yg aku suka..
aku dah x peduli apa2..
hati ku,jiwa ku ,
sudah kosong sekali..

jika ditakdirkn aku jadi seorang pelukis di kemudian hari,
aku akn pilih warna PUTIH sebagai warna hidupku..
karna tidak akn lagi ada kegelapan..

hahahha..
aku totally gembira sekarang di lamun kegilaan kawan2 ..
mcm monkey pon ada..tp aku lg suka serigala..
aauuuwwfff!!
garang bukan?
ahhaha..
aku rasa mcm nk gigit2 org yg buat semak samun ni.

kau tidak kenal aku lagi..
maksud aku,aku yg sekarang..
aku yg sgt tenang,aku yg senang melupakan kesedihan ..
dan susah melupakan penghargaan..
bodoh bebal itu lah nick yg akn di berikan kepada sesiapa yg berkenaan..

hahaha..
mood aku sekarang hanya utk berkarya,meluahkn dan berkata kata..
ahahha..
kalau kau tidak mahu baca atau dengar,
pergi matilah karna aku tak peduli lagi..

i repeat,
AKU BOLEH BUAT APA YG AKU SUKA IKOT SUKA HATI AKU..
ahahhahahha.

AKU SAYANG KAU,KAWAN KAWAN.

out!out!

BY:
YAYA

chill la kawan.

2009-05-04T16:46:00.000-07:00

wahai kawan,jangan la serabut pasal hidupmu..
aku pon byk benda yg harus di fikirkn..
mereka dan mereka,mmg xpernah puas..

hans,
mmg kita merindui mereka..tp mereka tak peduli pasal kita lah..
so,pergi lah mati sama mereka..
kamu tahu siapa diri mu..
sabar, n be strong ok!

jangan lah sedih karna kamu nk grade dah..bukannya ada org mati..
itu kn perkara baik..kamu mahu jd super dupper senior kah?
jangan bilang kamu mahu deyh..
karna aku pon x sanggup nk jd gitu.
ahaha..

kamu kan berada di k.l nanty,aku selalu aja pulang k.l..
nanty kita akn rock the night!
chill sudah..lg lama xjumpa,lg best suasana bila berjumpa nanty.

jgn peduli benda yg kita xkn dapat..
pikirkn apa yg kita mahu dan benda yg kita boleh dapat.
FERRARI mahu?
ahahahhaha..
aku juga mahu.!!

so,chill out lah..
kawan2 yg baik takkan lupa kita..
benda simple,
kalo kita ok..mereka pon ok..
kalau kita tak tahu kita ni ok ke x,
tgk aja apa reaksi mereka..

kalau negative,mungkin ada lah salah silapnya..
ahahhaa..

zaman berubah...semuanya berubah..
mahu pon manusia..
manusia bodoh akn berubah jd bodoh..
manusia pandai akn berubah jd genius..
pilih la mana satu..

ahaha..kesedihan itu kejap..
tp jgn biarkn diri anda lonely kerna itu bisa menggilakn..
ok?
ahaha..
that's all di pagi yg tenang ini..
muahhxx!!

out!out!

BY:
YAYA

jangan nk perasan..

2009-05-04T14:54:00.000-07:00

aku akn msg sapa2 ikot suka hati aku.
bg yg berkenaan,jgn reply karna hanya akn menyakitkn..

tp,jangan la nk perasan lebih..
aku kN dah suruh kau delete..
snang kn kerja mu?
HANYA DELETE!

hahaha..
aku hanya meluahkn apa yg aku rasa aja..
semua org aku msg.
bukan kau sorang..

lg skali,jangan la nk perasan..
bukan bermakna aku nk ulang lg,nk sambung lg..
sangat lah tidak..
aku tak bodoh nk buang masa..
aku rileks je..

even aku ckp aku xbrapa nk ok,
org dpan aku je yg tahu aku ok ke x..
doang bilang aku ok,so ok la..
aku x boleh nk berhenti senyum karna aku rasa semua ni kelakar.

kau mmg lawak..
budak2..
kesian..
xpernah puas dgn apa yg kau ada..
xpernah puas dgn aktiviti dunia..
lambat nya kau nk habiskn?

aku?
dah lepas dah zaman itu..
ahahaha..
kesian kau..

SEBAB TU LAH AKU CAKAP KAU BUDAK2.
yg tak cukup berperasaan..
xcukup menghargai..
xtahu pon apa itu appreciating..

kesian kn fo?
ahaha..puas kita gelak..
ahaha..
mulai sekarang,
aku hanya akn tersenyum aja...
bila kau susah,ITU LAH WAKTU UTK AKU BERGELAK KETAWA.

done!
out!out!

BY:
YAYA

hey ladies !! i am back for permanent periods of time!!

2009-05-03T16:59:00.000-07:00

hey hey hey yoo!!

this is for stupid boys!( not guys yah)

kiss my butt,
talk to my hips,
and eat my feets!!

ahahaha..

boys and guys are different deyh.
boys are immatured..and guys are totally cool yoo!
i need guys not boys.
i've made kinda big mistakes to choose a boy.
but it's ok..bonus of experiences for me!
ahaha.
age is nothing but the way they think are important.
beautiful faces are no care in this world.
cause beauty of some feelings are greater.

let's set a game for them first..
eventhough u already know someone since your childhood,
he will never be the same like he's old time.
people changing and yes,of course the way they treat us will also changed.
it might be to better or to worse..

ladies,im cool enough to be with you guys.
because ladies are cool!
if you wan to cry for awhile,then make it all out..
bout few minutes,new you will be born..
you'll be alive as a new person with new spirits!
more greater the impact,more stronger you'll be..
relax and chill..
that's what you should do ..

love is a good thing and precious..
but it will turn into pain if there are no cooperations between you both..
no appreciations will make you feel like dying..
girls,i dont want you to die!
keep your confidence as high as you can.
we gonna chill like super dupper hot superstars!! ok?
no worries la.. trust me,outing with ladies will make you realise that you're stupid
for being stupid..

hello!!
it is just a boy?
what are you expecting from him to make you happy?
he cant give you everything,sayang..
they will just messed up your mind and make your time wasted!

for example,you time is already wasted bout few months..
do you know how many guys in the club that you can hunt during that few months?
you'll regret when you read this statement..
we are not bitch and we know how to take a good care of ourselves.
its depends on yourself to choose your way in life.

hello again!!
friends are important but once you found your love,
you'll set it limited aite?
everyone know this except stupidos..
love is put one level upside of friends.
but the value is different.
repeat,everyone know this..

love is something that you need to take care always..
because it's related to feelings..
feelings can be add up or it will become lower automatically depends on the care given.
sometimes,it will be disappear!!!

ahahhaha.pain is just for awhile dear, it is normal..
so,be better for future..
have a great feeling during your lifetime!
enjoy it!
and make it hotter!!!

out!out!
chow!

by:
YAYA

pagi..hujan...sejuk..

2009-05-02T17:44:00.000-07:00

aku hanya tidur satu jam pagi ini..
aku berjaya tidur setelah 4 hari tak tidur..
bk tak nak tidur tp mmg tak boleh tidur..
ubat tidur sudah ku cuba .. ubat lain pun sudah..
hehhee..
jam 7.20 pagi, adik fofow kejutkn aku dan ass..
tp ass lambat bangun..
bab2 bangun tidur ni,aku tak pernah kecewakn sapa2.

7.30 pagi,aku bersiap dan terus keluar dgn ass,fofow and maq..
g beli nasik lemak..hujan sgt lebat..
kami meredah hujan padahal payung aku ada dalam kereta..ahaha.
kemudian,kami g campus utk hantar maq ngan fofow g exam..

kejadian sebelum itu,
mereka makan nasik lemak dgn gopoh dalam kereta.
satu kereta bau nasik lemak..maq dah tahan lapa dr pukul 4 pagi..
so,aku paham la.ass pula,nafsu makan nya,aku pon tak faham.
fofow pulak,menjalani kehidupan yg agak normal setelah mahu makan nasik.

sebelum aku keluar rumah,aku merenung fon aku..
tiada msg,tiada miss call..
dia sudah melupakan aku?
atau hanya mahu ketenangan?
atau mmg telah lesap begitu aja?
aku tak mahu fikir banyak.
aku sudah cukup stress dan sakit..

baru saja nak sihat,ada aja bende yg buat aku sakit balik..
takpa2..
aku mengerti dan menerima aja.
kalau ada,ada lah..
kalau tidak ada,tidak la jawabnya..

aku nampak mcm ok tp dalam hati ku?
dah tak larat nak melayan dah sakit dalam hati ni sebab tak henti2.sudah nasibku..
nasib baik aku dah prepare senjata sebelum sakit!!
jeng!jeng!jeng!

ahahha..nanty aku beritahu bila sudah bersedia yah..
hobi baru ku..
memanjat apa yg ada..
tebing rumah,bukit,gunung,meja,kereta,semua lah senang cerita.
puas hati aku bila sampai di puncak bukit..
segala sakit,sudah aku buang semasa aku penat memanjat bukit..
aku dah lupa semuanya.

yes!yes!

kekuatan ku:

bro thai..
soulsisters..
sisterhood..
and....... anakku!! daneea!

hahaha..jgn salah faham..mmg anakku tp yg melahirkn, kawan baikku dari kecil..
itu kekuatan ku yg paling kuat buat masa ini..
so,apa pun yg kau nak aku hadap,aku akan hadap dgn tenang..
jgn salahkn aku bila aku hanya tersenyum melihat mu kemudian hari..
senyum yg ikhlas yah..bukan cover2 sakit atau pun mengharap lagi..

susah nak buat aku ni peduli pasal org yg tiba2 dtg dalam hidupku..
tp kau berjaya.. dan kau berjaya juga buat aku tenang melihat kau pergi..
easy come,easy go..
yg penting,aku dah buat macam2 utk kau.
aku puas!

cuma membazir masa dgn benda yg sia2..itu aku tidak suka..
ok!time's up!

aku mahu panjat lagi!
out!out!

by:
yaya

bulat..

2009-05-02T11:48:00.000-07:00

bumi ini bulat dan sentiasa berpusing..(mcm bola basketball di jari hanamichi)
sama juga dengan kehidupan kita..(karma)
yg baik akn dibalas baik.(rezeki bertambah= tambah bini,tambah duit,tambah kereta)
yg jahat di balas dgn kekejaman (sumbat 100 hotdogs kat mult dia!)..

appreciate itu harus kerana apa yg ada di depan mata kita tak semestinya akn kekal di depan kita.
kemungkinan,esok akn hilang..ataupun beberapa saat lagi.
kalau tak appreciate sekarang,dia hilang,nanti menyesal kn?
kekesalan itu merugikan diri..

apa yg terjadi ada sebabnya..
ada salah silap nya..
cuma mengaku atau tidak..
toleration harus ada dalam ikatan mana2 pun.
kalau tidak,usaha sampai mati pun akn tetap sakit..

byk kali mencuba dalam hubungan yg bulat ini..
tp mmg betol2 bulat..
tiada satu perhentian..
aku selalu di sakiti dan tak henti2 disakiti..
itu lah sebabnya aku ckp hubungan ini bulat tanpa henti.
aku tunggu,BILA LAH KAU PULAK YG NAK KENA..

kalau tak pun,bgtahu lah apa kau rasa..
fix everything to make it better..
talk to each other...
kn lebih senang kn?

kalau asik pikir diri kau bagus,sebenarnya kau paling bodoh.
lg2 kalau kau melepaskn benda yg susah nak cari..
eh..benda x susah nk cari tp sifat nya itu susah..

kau takkan jumpa lg..takkan..
thanx for everything.
see you when you're ready,love..

by:
YAYA.

appearance and hypocrite!!

2009-04-27T21:41:00.000-07:00

dedicate this to lovely : FARA HANNA.

guys,why u choose apperance 1st when u need to decide bout some girls?

answer:

its a fundamental mistake for you guys if u've set ur mind in this way

actually,u're totally such a jerk!

LOVE is about feelings. Not about something that we can judge from our naked eyes.

feelings are the most precious thing and it is powerful than our external things.

external things just for satisfaction during your teenhood.

its not for long term life..

hey guys,change la weh..

itu sebab la kau x pnah dapat soulmate!

it's not worth if outside is prettier than inside..

someone who need the inside part is called ADULT and matured.

and the other part is just acting like you're matured but actually you're wrong..

don't play with girls yaw..

cause they have their own way to think about people and you can't lie to her.

girls know when you're lying but they keep it cool inside themselves cause THEY ARE COOL!!

For friends,why its hard for you to be honest and sincere with other pals?

answer:

SIMPLE!!

1. cause you're plastic..

2.you cant be our true friends..

3.you're not appreciating on what you're having.

4.you think that people will like you if you tell others bout negative things of others.

5.you think that you're hot but there are a lot of hotties outside there,better than you.

6. you think that you can be friends with anyone..

7. you underestimate people..

8. you dont have true pals.

9.you don't know who is your friend actually.

10.you never fell on the ground when people don't want to be friend with you.

11. you think that people will never know whatever u said bout them.

ACTION!!:

biarkn aja org gila sebegini..kita tahu diri kita siapa,itu sudah cukup..

kita sudah ada kawan baik sehidup dan semati,so apa nk risau lg?

mereka ini harus di buang dr friend list hidup kamu!

kamu jgn membazir masa dengar apa yg org ckp pasal kita..

kita jenis yg x cakap buruk pasal org.

satu hari,org akn bohsan dgn cerita nya yg selalu memburukkn org lain..

itu karma!

mesti akn terjadi... earth have round in shape..it will keep spinning and keep moving.

balasan di dunia akn kau terima cuma lambat dan cepat..

balasan di kehidupan selepas ini,Allah yg tentukn.

hey geng,kita kn cool..

keep in mind,ok!!!

kalau kita layan org gila,kita pon gila..

buat apa nk pening2 kalo benda tu kita pikir tak dapat apa..

mcm bodoh kn sebenarnya?

so,jgn jd bodoh..kita pandai2 belaka.. ok?

baca elok2,kuatkn semangat!

we're damn cool,sisterhood who cares about nothing..!!

goodluck nigga!

BY:

YAYA.

aduhai soulsisters!!

2009-04-27T20:49:00.000-07:00

alahai... kawan2 dah jadi zombie..smua tak tidur,tak rehat dan kurang makan..
makin kurus,makin pucat,makin tak betol..
kawan2 ku yg berperangai tak senonoh dan tak peduli pasal org luar ..
dah la exam patotnya berdoa..tp ini sebaliknya..ahaha..
bukak lagu BLANCO utk beberapa minit,dan berdansar denganku sebelum keluar menjawab exam..
tak pernah rasa takut keculai dengan LIPAS dan CICAK..
tahu pon lari kelam kabot!
ahahha..

fofo: ekau dah sgt kurus,sgt pucat..dah boleh menjaga kesihatan dah ekau ni..

mamaq: ekau ni koje nk gelak aja den tengok..aku sumbat lipas byk2 kat umah ni bia ko x dapat move!

ass: ekau pulak eden tgk asik nk makan je..pg ptg siang malam,makan je koje ekau..mcmane lah laki ekau nanty..

hihiy: ekau semakin diam tp bila ekau dgn mamaq,alahai..xdapat nk handle doh!

ahahhaa..igt kawan2..14hb kami pulang ke k.l!!
ahahahahha..weh.. jgn lupe bisnes kite!ahahaha..balik la dulu dr campus!

chow!

BY:yaya

jgn jadikan aku alasan.

2009-04-27T20:36:00.000-07:00

ekau dah lama dengannya..jgn la buang masa lagi...
sejak kamu kenali eden,semua nya berubah..
apa kamu hendak lg dr si dia?
dia byk berubah utk kamu..
perhargaan itu harus di beri kepada nya..
ape kata kalau you pulak yg berubah?
give and take la..
dia sgt cantik dan baik sudah..
apa lg yg kau harapkn?
aku dengan pendirianku..
i fell in love with some pedro and im having a young girl with eyes like desert..
my bestfriend,her daughter..
me also have my responsibilities..
kamu harus maju kedepan..bukan kebelakang..
kamu undur,kamu juga mundur..
utk maju kedepan,bukan senang..
susah dulu itu kebiasaan..hasilnya mestilah kemudian..
belajar dr apa yg dah terjadi..
jangan nk kusut sgt..kite kn cool?
ahaha..itu ayat geng..

jangan jadi kn aku alasan untuk kamu undur diri..
aku x senang dengan keputusan mu..
dia alasan kam untuk berubah...
aku hanya boleh tolong berbicara..ok?

goodluck,lonely stoner!

BY: YAYA!

AKU TIDAK GEMBIRA..

2009-04-24T16:23:00.000-07:00

aku sudah tiada dalam kepala kamu semua kn?
aku tidak gembira dgn ini..depan ku,kamu semua baik2 belaka..
tp tak mengapa..mahu lari mana?
sorry la sebab aku lambat..
kene paham,masalah aku lg besar..
aku tak mintak tolong sape2 sbb xnk menyusahkn..
aku terima wey..
aku terasa..

last say,TAK MENGAPA..

out!

jejak kasih lagi..

2009-04-24T16:06:00.001-07:00

presenting:
emy...(siamese cousin)
me..
aiman monir..( my old bestie ever)

emy:
inilah sudara terdekat ku..yg slalu bersama wau apa pon terjadi..
kami sentiasa stick together..
yes! kamu sudah ada di k.l! bestnya!
aku akn pulang yah nanty then ambil kamu..
best outing dgnku?
harap kamu enjoy kerna aku tgk ko tido dalam kete..
tu la nk kua sgt ngan aku..mmg tak senang duduk lah kau..
ahahaha...zomb pon saudara terbaik...kn emy? hehehe.. sayang kamu!

aiman:

sorry sgt2 about my past..i mmg bodoh dulu..tp sekarang tak lagi..
i bertambah cool kali ini..
kamu kata saya pelik walau pon sudah bertahun lamanya kamu mengenali aku ini...
kamu sgt baik..sahabat sejati itu panggilan yg tepat untuk mu..
happy k haritu?
sampai tergolek i kat blakang tertidur mase you bawak my car dgn qimie comel..
arh!!lupe gamba qimie!adoi!
xpe..next time..
keep in touch,aiman..

done!out!

ku ingin tahu atau tidak..

2009-04-24T15:49:00.000-07:00

ku ingin tahu siapakah dia...

siapa dia?dia siapa?
kamu rasa?

ingin peduli atau jgn ambil tahu?
hmmm..
haruskah aku tahu kerna hanya akn peningkn kepala hotakku..
harus kah aku jgn ambil tahu? haih .. nanty ko tak tahu bende sebenar.

mcmana?yes,dia mmg sungguh cantik sekali..
tp siapa ya?
takpa..biarkn..aku relax dulu..byk informer,mereka akn bekerja..
hah! kalo mereka silap?
harus percaya pada mereka..
tp haruskah aku percaya lebih kepada dirinya?

JAWAPAN ku:

biar lah apa dia mahu buat..itu life dia..walaupun dia itu penting bg kamu..
masa akn menjawab padamu cuma perlu tunggu..
bezanya,lambat dan cepat..
lebih cool lebih bagus tp jgn sampai tak peduli langsung..
tp kdg2 bagus juga kalau tak peduli langsung..
ahaha..
kn snang kalau...jgn kenal,jgn ambil tahu,jgn pandang,jgn salahpaham..
jangan buat apa2.. set otak JANGAN AMBIL TAHU!!
paham?

thanx sisterhood!you're the best..
kini,lega lagi! yeay!

out!done!

mengeluh..

2009-04-24T15:24:00.001-07:00

haih...hari demi hari,hidup semakin payah..
people chnaging..from good to bad and the other turn.
im fine with it..me myself changing from day to day..dont know wether to worse or to better..
ffinal just around the corner,actually tomorrow..
my soulsisters are sleeping now..no noisy things from their mouth..
im too slow to catch up with this damn blog. cause im nnot too into it..from this address,i can find things that i dont wanna know ..
aku mencuba utk stay..bersabar...menerima..yes,aku berjaya tahu tak kamu?
aku sudah boleh senyum walau apa pon yg kamu buat..
walau kurang peduli,aku tetap chill je .
kali ini,cerita lain...satu rantai ingin bersatu bersama..
tidak..aku serba salah utk mengenalinya..
utk menjadi lebih rapat,kemungkinan tidak walau pun kamu itu better..
kamu tidak mengenali aku sebenarnya kn S*A*?
tp kamu baik...tp....byk nye tapi ..
aku nk buang sikap malas..belum terlambat..aku masih lemah kerna buat bende bodoh 2 hari lpas..tp dgn wallpaper mu wahai ibu,aku akn berjaga sampai tertidur di atas meja..
sgt singkat masa 15 hari aku pulang..
tidak lekat di rumah walaupon aku rindu padamu,ibu..
abg,kamu harus menjaga mama walaupun mahu kahwin..
adik mu ini senang shaja..AKU MAHU KERETA MU!!
ahahaha...

kesadisan:
aku hilang phone yg aku cinta..banyak kenangan di dalam itu..video abg nyanyi lagu utk mama kerna salah faham do redbox sgt menyentuh hati..
tp apakan daya,benda sudah terjadi..
aku hilang kesemua nombor rakan2..tlg lah rakan,msg daku!!!
abg,pulang lah..
mama rindukn kamu..
adik2 pon sama..
ayah pon rindu kn kamu kerna sebab2 tertentu..
sebab2 nya:
1) kerna tembakau dan cigar yg slalu kamu bekalkn.
2)kerna sound system kereta mu sgt hebat!
3)kerna sifat manja mu dan lawakmu yg selamba.
4)kerna kamu suka mengambil hatinya.
5)kerna kamu anak manja ayah..(selepas ku!)
6)kerna kau sebenarnya anak yg baik,abg yg penyayang.

gasping:

fuh!aku lega bila abg ajak lepak mamak dgn mama and ayah..
kamu makin gemuk..sehat itu tidak pasti..
kamu sihat kah abg?lupa nk tanya..

kakak,ku rindu kamu..lama x jumpa..bila balik,kamu ambil kereta mu,aku ambil kereta ku,abg ambil kereta nye dan pergi buat hal masing2..
malam2 baru lah roger nk melepak..

rakan2,kamu harus beri kekuatan padaku setelah kamu tahu apa yg aku hadapi sekarang.
thenx aiman and qimie.
kamu byk mendengar begitu juga dgn ciela,boney,boy dan acap..
afiy,kamu kawan baru yg comel..
sy**,kamu harus bersabar dan menjaga si dia..jgn mengharap pada ku..

anis adilbumann,
kamu sudah bahagia,aku lega..
berubah la.
ameer itu seorang yg baik..boleh jaga kamu yg childish..

aku ingin berhenti...serious..walaupon susah..
siapa yg tahu,tahu lah..yg xtahu,jgn peduli...
aku harus tabah..

org yg aku mahu dalam hidupku:

family,
apiesnox(aku mengharap sgt padamu),
soulsisters(cinta sejati),
brotherhood,
sisterhood,
lil brotherhood,
gombak's member or ex.
lastly,izaty's daughter and mine,DANIA..

done!!!
out!out!

BY:
YAYA..

aku berubah??

2009-04-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

aku rasa mcm aku ni dah berubah..betol ke?tp takde sape pon tegur pasal ni..
tp nape ku rase mcmni?maybe aku penat..perasaan je kot..
tp mmg aku rase aku berubah..
ye ke?
knpae aku mesti rase mcmni?patotnye aku happy n tenang sbb dah nk study week.
boleh aku balik k.l berjumpa family dan sahabat handai..
byk yg terjadi kebelakangan ni..

i)adekku fofow menghilang secara tiba2..off phone,x ankat phone call..
dye x cerita ape2..akak bkn marah ko dik...ko pon tawu akak ko nih mcmne kn?
gile sayang kat ko..aku migrain pikirkn pasal ko..
tp ko x jugak pulang..

ii)aku tibe2 msg mak aku ckp "i miss you".
kat bf aku pon xpnah aku tetibe msg mcmtu..
aku menangis mase type..sgt perlukn support kamu,seorang ibu.
dan aku semangat kembali.. yeay!

iii)aku tibe2 rajin pergi klas..malas mcmne pon,aku akn tetap pergi.

iv)bile sedih dan x semangt,ade je org msg aku..phone xberhenti berbunyi..mcm tahu2 je..
apakah tandanye itu?

next).. aku tibe2 mcm malas nk pkir bende yg remeh..try to be chill dgn ape yg org terdekat ckp,
supaye aku ni x emo,xmelantun n x merimaskn org serta x ngade2..
tp dye ckp aku ni xpeduli ..pelik kn?
kalau lah Tuhan tunjuk kat mereka mcmne kehidupan aku,baru lah doang memahami..

next).. aku sgt2 semangat nk blaja ok! walopon aku tak tahu yg aku akn buat revision bila dah
sampai di k.l..haha!

next).. aku rse aku ok tp mcm x ok..aku makin serabai n xslesa dgn diri ku nih..
xtawu knape..hmmmmm...

sudah lah yaya oi..beballara oi...farah oi..
emo sudah kamu ni..

kesudahan,..

skang aku dah ok...buat hal sendri..memikirkn pasal exam lg bagus...xperlu call,msg kerna dye mengatakn yg hari ini "big day" utknya..

its ok...im doing fine here..chillin wif my pals.ily

out!out!

Bala tentera semakin lemah..

2009-03-17T04:55:00.000-07:00

fow!!

gile ko berubah bangun pagi2 tanpe dikejut.Padahal ko tido lambat same dgn aku weh.Ape da jd sbnanye,dik?Ade pape yg adek nk bgtahu?Simpan rambot panjang? so.. not you.. what is going on?ko makan sgt sikit skang ni..dulu,ko yg fanatic,satay?

maq,
gile ko da x bising mcm dulu..maybe ko pnat kot.. tp takkan x abes lg pnat ko?
cigar pon da kurang..nape? sbb da nk exam ke? chill la weh..nanty study same2.
ko ok x ni? haih..

ass,

ko dah la diam..tp skang makin diam..da lah makin hitam..ahaha..
ape da jd ni?lik dr langkawi,muke masing2 mcm x tentu arah..risaukn pasal bende ko yg kene curi tu ke? dalame x lpak luar ame2...walopon duk satu umah,masing2 busy memanjang.

hiy,

paling ketare kat ko hiy..nk dnga ko glak skang,punye lah susah..itu bukan awak la bro..
mana jeritan anda? senyum pon da x slalu. ko la yg paling active dgn jeritan ko kat umah tu tp skang smuenye sunyi je..

aku?

aku ok...just risaukn pasal kawan2..mcm ade something wrong..sbb x update lagu ke?haha..wat ilek k kawan2.buat keje abes2 dulu bai..kawan sampai hancur beb..

SAYANG KORANG,tentera ku..

BY:

YAYA

akhir february dan permulaan march..

2009-03-04T00:25:00.000-08:00

hidup aku?ok je weh...lebih sihat dr yg dulu..ahaha..
kawan2? permulaan,salah paham tp dah ok..
smue perang dunia dah berakhir dgn adenye adengan2 dan drama2 sedih dan kelakar..
chenta? tersangat sayang pada kamu ni... kamu sgt comel dan comel dan comel lagi..

chenta,
kamu menang,aku x boleh pergi dr kamu... terikat dgn kamu... sgt kuat perasaan tu..
remember,u're the one who can make me run for u.. no one else... n i hate when we need to be apart.but we can do nothing,baby! just be patient ok?we had our dinner in hotel last week,aite?so cool with the live band kn? i ate a lot!!ahaa..it's because i am happy. I LOVE YOU.mwahxXx!!

hihiy,

muke ko,lenkali kalo nk mrajuk,usehe btol2 buat muke merajuk...
ni ape pesen muke pon aku xtawu..

ending dye,mmg kene dgn ko...kene gelak..ahaaa..

mamaq,

ko pon satu hal.. tgk cd je keje ko.. mate dah empat,nk tambah brape lg ngok?
lg satu,muke ko lg ok kalo xsenyum..kalo ko senyum,lg2 nampak gigi,mmg giler horror..
same la mcm org kate lebih baik ko jgn kluarkn suare..ahaha

hihiy dan mamaq,

nk buat adengan para-para remaje lari rumah kerana ditegur oleh ibu bapa.
da siap tempah driver limosin...nk pindah brape lame?ahaaa..

ending dye,xjd pindah bile ade seseorang menanges tp xtawu la knape xde rase nk nanges...cume ade rase nk gelak..ahahaha..sapa itu?cube teka?ahaaaa.

fofo,

saba k fo..bab2 mcmni aku da byk kali rase..ko ilek je. ko ade kakak ko ni,ko ade abg hihiy ko,ko ade adek mamaq ko, n ko ade mama ass ko...ahaaa..
mmg perasaan tu kecewa n sakit... yes,aku tawu itu.. tp,ko kene pkir,rase tu boleh ilang.
contohnye,ko pnah terluke n sedih bile kucing ko mati...igt,kucing taw! bukan miow!ahaaa..
tp skang,ade ko rase lg?x kn? just go with the flow..
don't play any games which are wasted.ok?
igt,LAW OF ATTRACTION!!! anger just make you smaller..let them start the game because we believe about the live is just like boomerans,KARMA!!

ass,
ko mmg sgt penyaba.. but igt,kdg2,kite kene pkir n slowtalk...bende ni between 5 of us,so let it be 5.ok? n try not to be so quiet.. because you are not an outsider.. you are one of us.. ok mama?

changEs..

2009-02-06T05:45:00.000-08:00

don't point ur finger to others when they ignore us..think about waht we've done to them..
realise about our mistakes..
we have ears to hear then we will know what is happening..
we have eyes so that we can see how they treat us and need to analyse why.
energy in our body to take some actions n make it right.
sometimes,so arrogant to admit our mistakes.
act like nothing without ask forgiveness can make them keep it,remember it n time for revenge.
but, I know we're not that type of human.
think before you say something and don't be selfish.
accepting those advises is ok..but we need to think and analyse wether it is right or wrong. with the right person or not.
if you did to wrong person,then you'll get them back in wrong way..
opposite than your thought.

come on..we're not little child anymore..

be brave if you want to talk..don't embrassed ourselved through this little damn blog.

talk,face to face what you want to say.

make it clear..make it simple..make it fast.. then lastly,relief..

don't be too arrogant with this little world.. why you get this??

because you are wrong..

repeat, YOU ARE WRONG!!!

OUT!!OUT!!

kesedihan selepas kelegaan..

2009-02-03T06:08:00.000-08:00

everything is ok now....but im not too happy ..
to: my love.. we'll meet again someday..take care n be nice with others.. i still love you to death.
to: fofow.. fow,aku sgt sedih taw .. baby da sehat skit but you're the one yg xsehat now.. n i am sorry if i did something wrong.i can't stand this sadness..here come the sorrow.. but not too much..aku rindu kamu.
it's too fast.. tooooooooo fast.
byk yg perlu diselesaikn lg..
lupakan benda lepas..yg sakit..yg xnk igt..(act mcm xde pape tp sakit sbnarye)..
aku masih hidup,masih sehat.. aku kene teruskn..walaupun kekuatan ku berkurangan..
love.. love...
out!out!

geram!geram!baby sakit kembali..

2009-02-01T20:19:00.000-08:00

baby masok bengkel lg disebabkn kecuaian pomen yg xbla..
nk menipu aku...dye gune kete aku rasenye..
aku da byk saba da nih..
bpe lame aku boleh tunggu..
susah senang aku ngan baby..
aku harap sgt doang btolkn baby balik..
bia sampai ok..
bumper pecah,lampu pecah, tu yg ko cakap problem kecik???.
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
bengang nye!!
nk cekik2 je..

out!out!

the door..

2009-01-20T20:19:00.000-08:00

a girl=what's dat??

old lady=it's a door,you idiot!!

a girl=for what?

old lady= for you of course,my dear.

a girl= what do you want me to do with this door?

old lady= dear,im not giving you this door.. this door is example of you heart and mind..

a girl= hmmm?? really? but my heart is inside me..

old lady= i mean, 'example'.. come here beside me closer.. are you ready to open this door,young girl?

a girl= mummy said we cannot open the door without knock it first ..

old lady= correct,my dear.. lets put the door as your heart..what is your ambition?

a girl= to be a really famous fashion's designer..

old lady= then? u should give a starting impact in your heart to gain your spirit inside you to make your dreams come true..

a girl= but how??mummy wants me to be a doctor so that one day i
can treat my parents when they're ill.

old lady= no,darling..you should be what you want to be..you should be brave to face it..
at the firse,of course your mum will get mad..
but one day,she will learn how to understand people..
it's your life anyway...

a girl= really?? but she always put me in the lowest part..

old lady= you should show yourself as a shining star in this world..you need to struggle so that you will never let yourself to be down again..

a girl=hmmm..okay...how you want me to tell her?

old lady= use your brain start from now... so that it will never move slow again..but remember,RESPECT is important..she's your mum.. dont be rude..

a girl= alrite grandma.. thank you..big roses for you..
old lady,u are such a smart girl and and easy to be advised.. nanny always want you to be happy in your life .

7 days after that,the old lady died without a word..
she gave that girl a big last smile before she died..
now,that girl is 29 years old..
she is one of the famous fashion designer..
she put her nanny's photos in her boutique!!a lot of it!
now she realised that,nanny want her to be a successful person with our own way..
because we only can cooperate with ourself if our heart's 'need' is the same with our mind without being forced..

by:
yaya

long live the king..

2009-01-20T19:49:00.000-08:00

the old king is dead and long live the new king..
meaning= forget about all da bad memories and step forward..
dont put it as "need"...should be a 'must'..
so,make it a 'must'..
must throw it at the back..
and may our new happiness and new story will last longer then before..
eyes= look and learn..capture it.
ears= listen and take note..careful..and dont listen to the bad one.
body= move and take action.
brain= think and make a decision.. dont make any mistakes.
hands= use it as much as u can..
feet= walk to the new one..go to find a new place..
mouth= talk slowly and soft after arrange your words.
nose= keep it high and take care or your dignity.

love= keep it one and always..
family= care about them to death..
money= maintain the richness and dont waste..
carier= slow .. more concern to others.
stuff= love it and keep it in huge quantity..
friends= keep it 5 for the close one.

eyes will be the first reason for yourself..

BY:
yaya

yes!!

2009-01-20T18:39:00.000-08:00

yes i miss you!!
yes i love u to death!!
yes, i dont want to be apart from you..
yes,we can work it out together..!!
yes,fight for our own right!
yes,i cant wait to see you!
yes.i always need you!!
yes,i want ur kisses n hugs!
yes,u got me!
yes,no more is precious than you!
yes,no one cuter than you!
yes,right now aite bibi?
yes,i hate this part when we need to put a distance between us..
yes,still need to be strong!
yes,i'll marry you!
yes,i do!!
yes,it's my dream to be success n live our own life together!

yes!!yes!!yes!!
yes for DANISH!!
and
double yes for SANDRA!!

out out out..
BY:
YAYA

careful with your words.

2009-01-20T18:30:00.000-08:00

ahaaa..i'm very proud of u bro...ur dreams had been accomplished..
n u know what??ive been searching for u about 2 days later..where did you go??mama said that u're sleeping like a dead man.
ahahahhaa..abg abg..everytime nk marah,x jd marah..
then mama called me just now and told me that abg is sitting beside her..
bile aku nk cakap ngan kau,slalu buat suare maknyah..padan muke ko masuk melodi sbb gossip ade affair ngan maknyah..
baru tawu nk call aku sampai nk nanges..ahahaha..
pengajaran,jgn sesekali bg ayat manis kat maknyah walopon memain sbb nanty doang prasan sampai mati..ahahaha.
bagus lah,,hihiy nk jd brohiy..,
yg abg aku ni nk jd kak alanis..
meahahahha..
bangang x agak alahai..
pape pon bro,mesti ade pengerasnye kalo nk adek balik.,.ahahaha..

end n out.

kerja keras dan jalan penyelasaian..

2009-01-20T18:13:00.000-08:00

minggu yg sgt stress bg aku..aku banyak bersabar..
assignment blambak tu perkara biase..
pning pale tp kene buat jugak..
baby car aku masuk wad,sgt sedih!
kawan2 susah sbb xdapat bergerak utk mencari masalah membuatkn kitoang beku dalam umah..
semangat nk balik k.l utk berkerja berkobar-kobar tp masalah kat cni xselesai lg.
baru aku sdar,aku xdapat idup tanpe baby car aku di sisi.
n baru aku sdar yg baby car tu membawa keceriaan idup n da byk berjase..
kat mane lg aku nk ltak hummy bear aku?
kat mane lg aku nk sangkot ladycat aku?
kat mane lg aku nk jdkn stor kasot aku?
adoiyai...sedih oh sedih alahai..
mule2,dicalar n bergesel...then trus sakit n pengsan..
mesti sakit gile baby car aku..

fo,tlg aku fo...aku x tawu nk wat mcmne...aku tawu ko pon susah kalo baby xde..
hiy,ko pon susah sbb baby xdpt anta ko g perda...
maq,kite terpakse exercise mcm mlm2 sblum ni...tp ini idea yg sgt best..ahaa

ass,thanx 4 the help..

LASTLY, ..K.L,here i come!!!!!
kepada abgku,bersiap sedia lah kamu!!sediakn sampul duit soang 2K utk adk2...ahaha..

out out out!!

by:
YAYA..

kebebalan..

2009-01-10T10:20:00.000-08:00

aku sgt sgt tatwu nk bwat ape skang ni...fow ngah mengarot..dyea ngah bermanje..mamaq ngah layan mimpi..ass ngan layan empuknye tilam dye..

aku ni pinjam broadband dyea utk tulis bende yg aku tatawu nk type ape ni..

eh...aku pon tatawu aku ckp ape..

aku rindukn mama,daddy,hamie,kakak,abg la la.adek n faiz.

balik raye cine kene keje ...xdapat nk hav fun n rehat...valentine's day je lah kite jumpe puas2 k bibi?

sdih nye alahai...jauh sgt dgn bibi..hihiy pulak xde..nia ngah bermesra...geram akuh!!

da la smuanye keje nk glak je dalam umah ni slagi ade ketua2 setan...malas nk g klas la wooooiii...malas nk hadap org yg aku xnk jumpe...tp dgn ade nye tentere2 ku,aku sgt2 bersemangat..

ahaha..

fow,ketua komander,ass pulak ketua bantahan..hihiy,ketua cheerleader..mamaq pulak ketua jeritan...dyea ketua yg suke bg kaki...ahaa..

niaa pulak,ketua mengarot ke laut da sampainye..

woi!inilah yg aku slalu jeritkn pg2 bile doang ni susah nk bangun pg g klas!!

fow ade tunjukkn harte bende yg sgt x berharge n horrow yg leh takotkn mamaq..haha..terer r fow..ahaha,,tp kite je yg tawu..aku xdpt nk describe mcmne..keke..da alaaa..

aku da malas nk type!

DONE!

2008-12-20T02:08:00.000-08:00

adoiyai nia sayang,tag saye..kene tag itu leceh.wuhuu

1. What is your full name?
FARAH NADIAH BT SALLEHHUDDIN

2. Names that people call you?
YAYA
BEBAL
FARAH
NADIAH
NAD
ADEK

3. Born date/place?
03rd octoBER.

4. Your fav color and why?
black,white,blue..

5. Quality you seek in a guy/girl?
hahaha..already hav a guy laa.

List it!

1. 5 of your fav hangouts and why.
bookshops..-cari buku cantik2-..
kalo kat penang,noodle station.. -tempat utk ketenangan-.

2. 5 of your fav guys and why.
daddy..-daddy rock-
hamie..-love him-
abg alan..-miss him-
adek fahmi..-memberi keceriaan-
dan hamie lg. .-everything 4 me-

3. 5 of your fav things to do.
writing..
loafing..
talking..
writing..
writing..

4. 5 of your fav tracks.
anything yg boleh membuat ku senyum. .

5. Go ahead, tag 5 people.
niaa..
hihiy..
ass..
niaa lg..
niaa lg..ahahhaa

Describe..

1. Your phone.
pari pariku..

2. Your bed.
yeah!!my castle!!

3. Your room.
is my palace.. where i put all my secrets.

4. Yourself.
people hate me.. n people also love me..

5. Your addiction.
him wif honesty,loyal..n aaaahhh!!anything which is good..

by= YAYA

isiku. .

2008-12-17T06:29:00.000-08:00

yah..kamu dah cukup comel dah..
rupa?ku xpernah risau pasal itu..
hati kamu?? sgt2 baik nye alahai,,
layanan mu? excellent!!
attitude mu? manje sgt2.
gelaran mu? baby..
kegilaan ku tentangmu? bila kamu makan..
keistimewaan? senyuman mu..
keyakinan? kejujuran mu..
kesukaan mu? bersama ku..
kesedihan? berjauhan dgn mu.
warna mu? hitam..
hitam? misterious,unique,tersirat..
kelainan? tiada yg lebih dr kamu..

cheorw!!